today is pesta sukan........very mixed........the first 2 bouts ok...except for mr melvin there aka benard tan again.......wat the hell.........hiazzz........dun understand why i lose to just loseristic brutes.......n the last 3/4th placing was terrible.......but it was gd experience........training tomolo wth......no time to mug

how.....hiaz shall shower n mug......i saw tyl today......hiazz....how come he not pro liao leh......hiaz....got him to autograph my mask....shit but the ink is fading....should hav used a permament marker damn it........shall do newspaper cutting later........

hav a lot to say.......but no time to say hiazzzz.......
it seems the people u really wanna talk to are always busy, away, out to lunch or on the phone......watever.........i shall devote my life to mugging n fencing....i hav no time......

i dunno whether dis path will lead mi to my glory or destruction.......all i know is that i am living a dream......a dream i hope will just stop and not end.......and when it ends....end the way i want it to....

i alone hav to power to decide the end of dis path.......n for once in my life......pls go my way.........i hav sacrificed much already.....so give mi something in return.....

everything is up to mi...........k bye........off to create my destiny......

today is pesta sukan........very mixed........the first 2 bouts ok...except for mr melvin there aka benard tan again.......wat the hell.........hiazzz........dun understand why i lose to just loseristic brutes.......n the last 3/4th placing was terrible.......but it was gd experience........training tomolo wth......no time to mug

how.....hiaz shall shower n mug......i saw tyl today......hiazz....how come he not pro liao leh......hiaz....got him to autograph my mask....shit but the ink is fading....should hav used a permament marker damn it........shall do newspaper cutting later........

hav a lot to say.......but no time to say hiazzzz.......
it seems the people u really wanna talk to are always busy, away, out to lunch or on the phone......watever.........i shall devote my life to mugging n fencing....i hav no time......

i tink i am mighty screwed up... ...

ouch..my palm hurts......damn it.......i am so injury prone......today has been n ok day.....not mugging a lot....did some of the ionic equilibrium tutorial....left 2 questions i tink......studied equilibrium half way.....shall go finish it up later........slept a great deal.....ate a lot.....feeling veri bloated now....argh...quite realx recently....cos not mugging.....haha.....i am pissed by one thing......i cant seem to get any decent gaming time.....n i badly wanna escape reality n going into one of the final fantasy worlds.....i remember when i was playing 7,8,9.....i was totally immersed in the world......i dreamt of them.....n had many days of fun...just thinking abt how would i play the next time i play......it was great......something to escape frm the harsher real world i am in now.....tt why i wanna be a game director....to create my world........n send across themes i wanna tell people.......

just watched a super interesting chinese show.......kudos to channel u....their programmes are highly interesting although such a concept is not new.....great debate.....fantastic.....n i side the guy not the fag hawker......

anyway......i thought of wat my storyline for my first game would be.....it would be abt ....."who you really are...?"....when someone say tt you are not acting the way you are...or something along those lines......how do they really know what you are....or are they trying to sculpture you into something they want you to be....and you are really not that something you want to be....then how are we to determine what we are? how much of us is really from us and how much of us is really due to meeting the expectations of others? that will be one tough question to answer......and maybe it is in us to please others...and those that do it better than others become the more popular people and those they fare worst fade into obscurity....in the end...what do we want out of people around us...what is friendship.....is friendship just purely without demands.....? that would certainly be the highest and most noble form of relationship between people...or is friendship an excuse for a selfish motive...

yup tt the outline of it..one day....i hope to look back on today...and felt that i hav made the right choice of not mugging chemistry for 3 hours and spend it on writing this......yup tt all.....

today half day.........but got training so tiring......a lot of interesting sutff happened....

went to ri to play soccer....played lyk shit.....hurt my feet again.....got sunburnt....
went back to rj n den to training.....on the bus back......n old man nearly fell of the bus.....cos it starting leaving b4 he got off.....

training....won two bouts not bad.but lost to nicholas.....quite bu shuang i should not be losing to mi....should be thrashing him....but allowed him to build up a lead......shit.....was damn tired today....i tink cos of the intense soccer session in the afternoon....affected mi....after every point i was leaning over.....i tink a lot of pple saw tt....how pai seh.....shit....n screwed up all the drills....shit....must improve...sunday arghhhhhh here i come.....living up to the billing..must.....haha...

must also mug lyk a faggort.......damn it....damn tired

just received a damn fucking sick email abt fucking japs eating fetus.....i feel sick fuck it....argh.....

today was eventful......
chinese comp was corny n waste time.......physics test 29/30...spastic.....quite the fluke....haha....lecture i both fell asleep.....cant concentrate fuck man....gp the teacher went crazy n left......asking us to reflect on our sux behaviour......die....i still havent seen her reaction to my 1.5 page essay.......shit.....pe played soccer.....fall lyk a prick n got damn many scratches.......shit how pai seh...no one was near mi in 10m radius......step on ball n fell.....haha.....my shooting picked up towards the end........but both my feet are gone fuck....damn pain.....n den slack the rest of the day away wif ken toh n co......

shit man ionic equilibrium is bloody hard.....dunno how to do.....shit shit shit.....i tink i shall do tt.....training tomolo wtf.......my key is wif nick shit....oh n i got tt fagging fag...mug promos cant believe i screw up maths.must go shower liao bye

wah piang the list of injuries today is damn long......thanx to soccer on the darn d......shit.....shouldnt have played without shoes....
right toe....blisters on the fingers n feet....both knees......pain sia cock lar

quite happy today.....bio test died though

fencing ok....a little screwed but still ok.....can kill one lar haha....mugging is shit....

damn tired now n still got gp compo rewrite lor....i feel lyk puking....
must rest up for pesta on sun i tink.....just want to perform proly can liao.....saw the shens fence today......wah lan.....i am still damn damn damn damn long way away from their standard.....wat if i never reach their standard.....fuck man....i want to lar.....but not at the expense of studies.......i hav to balance both lar.....i tink can one lor.....if there is a will there is a way....but today onli thing piss is tt i let nick smack mi in front of felix.......i didnt even move....fuck man....just retreat n kena fuckking hit......arghhhhh......i will kill everyone ARGH damn pissed.....n i tink i need to vary my moves more lar...cant always beat right attack left....fuck it damn screwed tyl pls lar......

still hav gp to do.....n i am a pimp now.......wtf.....

fucking screwed up maths when it was a piece of gallus gallus shit.....hiaz....y am i so pathetic..but i tink a low A is still disgusting.......fag..physics was fucking easy.......sian........training tiring need to impove physical fitness.......got hit list liao......

fucking shit load of work bio test tomolo fuck it....my life is messed up now....so is the left knee....i need some order here.......i cant still cant believe i screwed up the maths test.......cb......jb....

i need some order.....i need to save myself frm disintegration......bio test pass faster then i can make a comeback........DIE FUCKERS

i fell asleep at 9 plus yesterday n then woke up n fell asleep n the cycle continues.......until 12....n den i really went to sleep...........in short i am stressed n very tired............i cant take it........argh.......i dunno y once i touch the bed i just sleep all the way..........i am such a useless bum fuck it......n there is training n physics test n maths test n bio test n chem test

this is so sad........i cant bear to watch anymore.......fuck.......i think mugging is better than fucking being sad.......fuck it.......DAMN PISSED FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK FUCKFUCK

fuck man.....this su....schumi is gonna eat dust again......prove mi wrong.....pls.......chem took much of my time......fuck.......dis sux
n a mr president of the aviation club in sch called on just now to fuck abt even more fuck u...i shall go shower n mug more.......fuck fuck fuck

cip was an eye opener....to the digusting side of singaporeans.......pathetically ashamed......

very excited abt nxt sat/sun comp......can see the pros n learn frm them........hiazz......i also wanna be a pro.......hahaha.....lame.....but there goes my mugging time......shit.......i really dun wanna screw up......damn stress.....shall go bang the wall later....

hmm......i tink i test die liao.....fuck......i hate being dumb.....really.....n bloody newcastle lost after taking the damn lead.......damn fucking pissed.....SHIT...

i dunno y i am not mugging test subjects but.....i shall

i cant believe i am fucking not watching racing tonite........n fucking havent touch the ps2 dis week........fuck life.....schumi u hav to win pls!!!!!!!!

wah lau.......i vomit blood liao got a shit load of work to do.......fuck it......i am going crazy liao.....quite sure off tt.....i am 100% highly stressed.......hiazz....i cant really take it anymore

btw training rox today...how fun.....shiok sia.......sun got comp.....hehe......just a gd performance will do......haha....tyl rite.......must see liao......

n tomolo got fucking cip.....where got fucking time to mug.....

hey it's you again......haha.....feeling troubled?
yes sian si man....i am damn si bei stressed haha
you swear when you are stressed.....a lot too..
ya lar....i noe lar.....hiaz hiaz
maybe you are giving yourself the feeling that you are stressed..
maybe.....but i am stressed..got a lot of hw n other stuff to do fencing etc etc.....sian si feel lyk banging head against a wall
go ahead....
i am not tt siao lar.....n pw.....shit man.....
but you still have to do it no matter what....might as well enjoy it.....
i guess so...but cant lar......not use to enjoying work
take it as enjoyment then....not work haha
that is perverse...
think of what you will get in the end...
ahh....but tt is so long away......shit man
you are pathetic...
i agree.....but den again....u sux too....
haha....because we are one and the same one
oh yeah rite.....i tink i am gonna go talk to a wall instead....
wasting time....?....again
ok i tink i am goona do work....n mug lyk shit......satisifed......


SO WAT IS FUCKING PROB WIF PROMOS COMING FUCK YOU LAR NEVER FUCKING THINK WAT I AM THINKING COS I AM FAR MORE COMPLEX THAN U THINK N WHEN U TINK U NOE WAT I THINK IS WHEN U PISS THE HELL OF MI N CAN GO EAT SHIT

oh no they played soccer yesterday...wtf.....i should hav gone for pe......damn it.....n i think the teacher might be missing mi alreadi.....oh crap......i better start going for thru pe......but i hope i dun kena a talk again...........haha

n i tink pple should be contented....not tt i am....but yeah.....tt the y it should be.....fuck it

blew it....wat a spastic day........s3 was crap except for the QnA.....haha.....damn tired.....tomolo got training also....fag lar dunno wat to do where to go wat to bring......hear it is damn shiong one......oh shit......haha...who cares......got a shitload of stuff to do.......

pw interview is almost done......hahaha.....great....left the analysis.....

got shitload of stuff to mug......n hav to do bio tutorial..hiazz.....i tink i shall do pw first.......dun feel lyk doing real wk yet.......ok.....bye......wat a sian life

yl is having fun now i guess haha....oh n there is amazing race tonite....YEAH....go watch last episode......i always get damn hyped over the last episode....haha.......k bye......how sian.....

today the head of pe talked abt the cca grading stuff.......n i was thinking....hmmm.....i dun hav much to write anyway......seriously....i tink i will screw up again....but i am satisfied....cos i feel tt i hav put in a decent effort in fencing.....n m gonna put in more when promos become history.....i dun see the pt of doing cca for the sake of pts.....haha......how noble......anyway.....i tink i am screwed....dropped all the o's for fencing too......never mind den.....i will bear the consequences......at least i am responsible for my own fate dis time....

on to happier stuff.......today is slipper sandals day......which was cool.......haha.....just trying to make sch more interesting in my own way......haha....n i feel a little sleepy probably effects frm lack of slp frm the past 2 days.....which reminds mi friday training cancelled....sat must go sentosa to training.....hiaz...there goes my mugging schedule alreadi damn it....pissed....but i hav to take it n try n mug amap today tomolo n every single day.....skipped pe....i skip a lot of thrus pe liao...haha....feeling gulity......haha.....gp was happy too for once......cos i did a decent presentation.....muahahah.....with minimal effort....but it seems i cant really speak very well.....ahhh.....but the sweet taste of victory.....hehehe....

tomolo got s3 n bio crap....sian wat a waste of time.....

i tink i am really crappy..aint i....but i am quite happy with tt......happy today....haha wat an insanely happy day lalalalalalalalalalalalala

people r weird....i think i should start sutdying harder...........i fear screwing up real bad at the promos...scary............screw up how......confirm plus guarantee plus 3 yr warrenty die....shit man.cant afford to screw up.........k bye

mugging.....fencing....

u rox........oh must move it more dun just hold there cock......n u go eat shit.....

training is fun.....but the more i think of the 10-8....the more i feel disgusted frm the inside..lyk ARGH......i should have just chiong n chiong n chiong.......still developing a consistent style.......but fuck 10-3.....yeah....next time

fence the shen pple today..how FUN!!!!...i am serious....
pw is fucked........shit

hiaz

training was great fun......

but i am fucking pissed now.........on the way home jam like shit.........just wasted an hour looking for a non existent piece of shit........which i left in the pigeon hole on friday.......fuck....if it is missing i will so be fucked

damn bloody stressed n blood is boiling....n i hav fucking shit to mug.....plus i dunno how to do chem prac........

i am up to here with stress........let mi just swear it off.....haha

ok.....shit......i cant believe i am doing cip on sun wat a fucking waste of time......fuck it.......
i cant believe pw is on dis wed.......at least it will be slack......hope tt i can rush out the interview......
i cant believe tt i am so fucking stupid.......wasted so much time on tt fucking piece of shit......fuck......ARGHHHHHHHHH Y Y Y TELL MI Y......FUCK IT......
i believe tt i am screwed for time........fuck.......i hav no bloody fucking time......shit shit shit.......n i am getting neurotic..yes damn neurotic......shit......it is the stress i tell u..but shit.....i am screwed.......
i tink i am bloody fag scaring myself to balls....shit.......ARGH
still figuring out a fucking way to study bio for promo n test n how to stop swearing........wanted to laugh but i cant........n there is training tomolo....but i have come to a conclusion tt even if there is training i cant use tt as an excuse to fuck up n die.........fuck it......no excuses.......

on a happier note........rockclimbing rox today.....YEAH HOW SHIOK just tt fucking allele smash my fucking toe into the fucking wall.....n god knows how long it will take to heal again....it didnt even heal the first time around SHIT!

self fulfilling prophecy......thanx man......i shall start believing in tt.....n tune my brain.........i just hav to improve n i got a month over to do tt........y not? not now......but in the future........tt will be better than never ever rite.......

n shit u asshole waste money....always......dumb cock.....great.......now i got a bai da xiang.....fuck u.....



i will save myself...and only myself.....and in the process killing you and you and you......

DAMN SIAN........newcastle drew.i am damn bloody damn pissed off shit shit shit f u f u.....ARGHHHHHHHH...shit

must be because of sch tt y newcastle drew...SCREW SCH...DAMN IT....

pw pw pw.......argh...damn u........hav to do it after showering.......shall try doing it on the laptop to make it slightly more interesting........hahaha........did pps......argh....disgusting but at least tt a start........anyway circular motion is damn difficult......i think i am just plain dumb.....fuck.......man...i am pissed.......

studied 2 chap of physics n 1 of chem today......shall go shower n do pw n try much amap aka as much as possible before i slept......plan to do the bio shit on the train tomolo......i hav place 0 importance on bio.......but all the fucking lect test r coming......shit.......can i be a little smarter........physics is so chim......i am so sick of not knowing how to do all those shit......never mind better not knowing now den during the exam.........tt wat i told tcb......

hope he does well....

hope newcastle give leeds a smacking......YEAH.....the super ultra racist brigade...haha......

I AM DAMN BLOODY FRICKING PISSED...........the reason of which i hav no interest in saying......bloody fuck......

i still hav to......do chem kinetics.......pw interview...blah.....blah

aiyo.sian si. thought of doing ipw makes mi wanna puke....plus i just remember that i have fagging gp presentation to do.but tt on thrus.......i think i shall d the interview questions tonite........ training on tues n wed.den on wed nite i do current affairs....i bo chap lar.....f u .....waste my time.but if i am in a gd mood........i mght consider doing it earlier....lyk on tues.....haha.....the laptop keyboard isnt veri pro.......i hav difficulty typing fast on it........damn sian

just read thru kinetics.........quite ok.but hav quite a few quesitons to ask.........n i think the ps2 is a white elephant.......ps3 better not come out anything time soon...preferably...........10 years later haha....i must make use of the ps2 more to make it worth buying .........hahah shall buy

SILENT HILL 3
DARK CLOUD 2
RACHET AND CLANK

n prevent my bro from wasting money on stupid games tt either dun work read spiderman n tt plain sux read LOTR 2...........WASTE MONEY u cock........

next wk is terrible all the way.........until sun.....terrible mon.......terrible tues wed thrus n fri n sat....i cant believe i am doing cip next sunday.waste time....tt makes sun sux too........the WHOLE WEEK SUX..............fag

aiyo sian si..last nite was great fun.butnot for my wallet tt is.......last nite of fun.........starting liao.....

tomolo rock climbing.......yeah........

damn busy today.......physics....chem......bio......maths.......pw interview....hiaz

having lesser stuff to say these days......

pple r dropping lyk flies around mi...........hiazz....i hope this stops soon........if it continues.....den can other pple drop n not the ones i know.....pls thanx FAG

FUCK SIA..........

fucking stress with fucking shit........hiazzz..........

aside all my fucking fag stuff.guitar concert was not bad.ken toh rocked the house down.i really cant understand y tt dumb girl is so bloody moronic n heartless....wth......KEN ROX ROX ROX.wat the fag.....sounding gay...haha.....later going out for dinner wif tcb n co. oh shit.........i forgot to bathe last night..actually i wanted to force myself to do maths so i didnt wanna do bathe first....but in the end i fell asleep without bathing..haha.

realised tt all lot of pple r steathily mugging lyk shit.....tt includes the ultimate stealth muggermeet...hahaha......i hope he doesnt see this....he will strangle mi to death for exposing him.but i think it is gd for him to start mugging....haha lol.GAY FAG........

FUCK man.....screw dis n dis n dis

just got a si bei powerful laptop com..cost 3000 plus my bro bought it.it is even more powerful than the pc..n i am blogging on it now.........but tt is not before i had a fagging scae iwf lotsa virus.spent 4 hours to defeat it....tt bloodu blaster worm shit.shit u.i havent even bathe n mug yet shit man sux lar...but a sense of achievement.......YEAH BABY

i wonder if they were as sux as i am.......but glad is pro

today is fag......

seen mars n a full moon....

fencing kena screwed lyk shit haha...den next training tues..hiaz....i would hav loved to go on fri n sat.but they dun want....heck fri go support KEN DA PRO.....U ROX......den from next week, i go 4 times a week...even if i hav to go myself...n den mug mug mug....hiazz 2 s paper......i want......

fuck man...y am i slacking.....n y am i wasting money.....on food....argh...i shall starve lar.fuck......sian si.....HOW FUCKING SCREWED MAN....FUCK

ok guitar concert....n no training until tues....den hell......looking forward to training....i love love love challenges.....haha u die sucker!

fuck.......how screwed slept from 7-8 n 9 to 12 45.......n now i am wide awake.....trying to rush work........all becasue of bio cos i felt so damn fucking sleepy after 5 mins of bio......SHIT MAN......n i am sch n training later..........ARGHHHHHHHHH

FUCK I AM HOW PISSED OFF....FUCK BIO.......N FUCK MYSELF

disrupted.....kena frm gp teacher..pe was great.....rockclimbing is veri fun..just tt i sux.....lol....haha......but must try reach the top.....it is damn damn damn shiok lor.....haha gin way n ray r pro sia......

got home early today...tomolo got training shit......tomolo burnt liao lor.....shit.

today is crazy........n busy.....

woke up n cheong out to pp at 10....reached at 11 10...sweating lyk a fag cos of the fricking sun.....everyone was late.....expected.....haha...but not tt late rite.....anyway...den went to ecp n muck around cycling n ferrying n getting ferried....my ass is lyk how pain now.....den cheong wif ken to play soccer at bedok....shiok sia......yq screwed up badly haha.......but the journey there was lyk torture.....2 person 1 bike 10+ km....wif lotsa humps= 2 sore ass...owh....den i cycle home alone under the moon...the moon a little weird....not 3/4 not full....i think 7/8 moon haha..maybe is the clouds.....got home at 8 plus.....the journey home lyk not tiring.maybe too used to the extra weight.....haha.....den watch soccer........I WANNA PLAY HAHAHAHA......n stone abt.......

shall go plan my fencing n mugging schedule must chiong for both.....so time management would be impt....shall create a rule.......i shall go out onli once per 2 weeks....and try to make tt day on a day wif training so tt i can save my free days......i tink tt a gd rule......going out too often for my lyking....spending so much money......shall spend onli 20 this week...i swear....so next week...i shall go out to celebrate tcb bday by planning a dinner party....hmmm......tt my one n onli outing.......hiaz.....

lect test r all coming....all four in 3 weeks.......shit sia.......national trng gonna resume i tink fag....no more fire liao..sian of it....but i tink i will go siao again once training starts....a firm believer of passion wins the day

hiaz dinner was crap today amazing tt i spend 5 bucks today onli...1.5+0.65+1.1.cant remember liao.but should be lesser than 5....

fag man..die suckers....

cheated of a holiday.damn it....i am so slack today..just stone from 1 corner of the house to the other....hiaz....wat abt work..hiazz.....did some pp.....just a little...i shall try n ease the transition....den go back to hyper mode....hiazz.....SIAN....

tomolo shall hav a mini cycling trip....argh...i hope my knee heals faster.....the first aiders r corny man.....lol.....hurry!!!..boring.....wat should i do....

i hav enough of insects n bugs in my room.....terribly hum ji....the curtains r drawn at the moment to prevent bug invasion...but i am damn bloody hot wif the door shut...shall try install a mosquito net across the window asap....

fag u n u n u..hahahaha

super ultra sian.....fag.vomitting from physics...today is boring.....cousin is playing the ps2....hiazz....i am so bored....i dun wanna mug..have to tho..not much of a choice....oh n it is time to face reality....my pp sux.....n i hav to start frm today.....

oh shit....pw is really dead lol...

n tomolo hav to go out....hiaz.....should try n mug as much as possible today....cos i think tomolo....gonna be so burnt...........FAGGGGGGG

i shall go play 1 game n den MUG......

i am back to shit.......going to become a fat lazy pig.......

sux it........ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

FUCK OFF

i am miserable.....bye

bloody fag..soccer played lyk a fag today...shit man....nearly cost a goal.no runs n no tackles..lose ball....aimless cross n aimless volley..low workrate....no spirit..poor first touch..wat the fuck....but still won...thanks to ray for the equaliser n julian n ray for converting penalties...first n last finals....wat a screw up.....poor performace today....n tomorrow no training thank god...fag man..national trng starting soon....friday how.....i wanna go watch ken.....shit lar..but if got training i hav to go training man.....wat the hell

i think pw is really dead man.shit.

sian must go mug now.....fuck man

i should hit the books soon.....

should i go for chem o n physics o tomolo.....dun give up..lol

slack day.....damn......

feeling unwell...shit...tomolo finally come liao...anyway...hope for 100% tomolo.....hiaz feeling feverish....

fuck u lar go eat shit n go to hell

pw fail liao tmd T LAR COCK

oh i watch the ge tai yester nite too....quite pro....ahhhh dis is life....but i tink hav ot mug for promos liao......no life again.....hiaz sad

i pon my first training today...but i stayed in sch to train until 7......hiazz...wat a cock i am.but it was mass poning n i really wasnt up to going at night....but still.got home at 10...tt 3 days in a row...fag...must go the next training cant pon liao.disgusting. n gulity....fag.....so wat if it is it......f u lar dick.....

oh on a sep note.....u 2 fuckers.......i am gonna smack lar head until u forget ur surname....bloody dickhead......I AM GONNA KILL YOU!!!!!!

oh another sep note......floorball was ok..tyco again......soccer was bad.....i hav 3 thorns in my feet for 1 day.....until i finally found it to be too painful n pull dem all out wif pus.....shit man....FRIDAY HOW!!! must be 100% fit man! showdown time.....quite slack recently..wif all the ifg n playing of games after sch..hiaz...screw it lar........

i dun tink i going chem o liao.....not suited...not no pride lar....haha..

oh lastly...must fig a way to fight SHK yin quan.......HAHAHAHA

i pon my first training today...but i stayed in sch to train until 7......hiazz...wat a cock i am.but it was mass poning n i really wasnt up to going at night....but still.got home at 10...tt 3 days in a row...fag...must go the next training cant pon liao.disgusting. n gulity....fag.....so wat if it is it......f u lar dick.....

oh on a sep note.....u 2 fuckers.......i am gonna smack lar head until u forget ur surname....bloody dickhead......I AM GONNA KILL YOU!!!!!!

oh another sep note......floorball was ok..tyco again......soccer was bad.....i hav 3 thorns in my feet for 1 day.....until i finally found it to be too painful n pull dem all out wif pus.....shit man....FRIDAY HOW!!!!!

wat is the use of boardband wif i can indulge in piracy.....wth....i am considering against getting it liao

today is a great day....hahaha.....shiok..lessons were shiok..cos gp teacher cant talk....chem slack....bio lect slack..but lee is a bitch....pe was ok....maths..the teacher say i look innocent..but....HAHAHA.....den bio tutorial slack also.....super slack lar..after sch went to ghimmoh to eat.....the "yah i am sure" bet which i lost to donald.....tt was how funny..lol......damn pathetic lor....haha....went back to sch n chiong the gp hw n bio hw....done liao...played badminton all the way until 7 15...shiok sia.....den went home wif the east clique.....hehe....9 pple lar damn a lot.....there was david foo....yem n yeh...roderick...ray...gin way..not give way...haha...cheeky..audrey..n mi....df kept on talking abt expanding this clique...how fun!! haha.quite high today.....just tt i never fence...hiaz shit.a bit the slack....mus go find form back...under pressure to perform at comps....YEAH MUST CHIONG N DO WELL....tyl....hehehe half as pro can liao..but i dun mind being more pro......hahaha lol.....

shit tomolo got floorball n chem o.....damn it lar..tues gone......lect test coming promos coming....i must mug more liao.....i tink i shall limit myself to staying in sch just once a wk not including trainings...this week i have to stay back 1,2,3....4 n 5 is slack shall use to catch up wif homework....n mug mug mug....

n must train pp n fencing more often too...dun slack....i expect once ifg over i shall devote physical activites to fencing n pp.....heheh

pw is so dead...my grp...is total slackness.....haha...pw is onli for friday pw lessons....slacked the past wk n 3 days liao..disgusting......i tink i shall try get us to do the report....dun wan an f man.guys lets be more on k! haha......physics o is getting on my nerves...better not be on fri....but i dun really care...it is just for fun anyway..lol

i am becoming a pig argh.....just had supper...hehe.....eating is how shiok...shall chiong pt esp pp......must lar...hopefully can hit 20pp by eoy....must cant hope lol....

just got rid of a fagging beetle...i hum out when i see insects...fag argh....helpppppp.....yikeeeeeeee....fag.....

must also do filing.....hiazz...i did some chem...realised tt i forgot must of the stuff...shit.....oh n test r coming...fag it.....lol...haha...been a long time since i am up so late.....haha...enjoying the nite......

oh yester.....i went to ecp.....the sea breeze was great....esp strong sia..cos it was gonna rain....i dunno y my family always go there to eat...but i drank my most expensive pot of soup there.....14 bucks for 3 mouthful.....lol..but it was great.......n the xo made mi damn high...either tt or it was pyschological..haha....n ken and his urban challenge.....it was quite fun helping.....n the watever msg i didnt hav was damn corny...haha..

a nice sad day.....haha

so kaobei...not tired meh....the house damn noisy.....screaming n yelling..fag..bloody irritated....go n die lar....fuck you

went out just now...quite fun...did my maths...ok lar....seriously must starting doing pp again.....no more slacking sia....i am such a fag man....

shall go shower do work pack bag.....
will do more pw, will ren more...will hunt n install the ethernet card

oh btw....did i tell u tt u are so gonna be fucked? i forgot.....n i tink you forgot too....haha....not to long to wait u fag......haha

my room is in a total mess......argh damn it....but there isnt a need to tidy it up rite......or wrong....shit

just read something amusing..fuck stands for friends u can keep...haha...

spent the last 4 hours on 2 maths qn.....n tv n radio.....shit....haha

i shall put in ALL my effort..no holding back....
shall go shower n mug a bit.....slack enough liao.....yester was quite productive...hope today as well....fag.

just got home from training..hiazz....lost 5-4 again..i hate losing..it sux....training hasnt been veri gd recently....wrist n feet hurts latter due to blisters but those aint excuses....i just sux so bad recently....btw i am not sneaky...i prefer the way felix say it....fine....i havent had a decent high happy training session for so long.n i tink the pressure is getting to mi.....maybe i should get contacts u noe...can see clearly.cos when i fence everything is a blur....but i dun lyk tt...shit man.....i shall try starting wif specs next time..no excuses u sucker.....fag man....

i really wanna be as pro as tyl.....i wonder how were they at this time...i set a target alreadi...go for it....nxt week shall be a new start....also wanna get back to training wif the nat team asap...i tink i can improve faster there cos of better opposition..i dun wan the fairy tale to end so fast....no way......think think think....aggression? surprised tt felix never say anything abt mi not aggressive...i dun tink i am lor...damn fucking hum.....but 5-4...sux...if i won....no use harping....

yes i shall use fine instead...but how do i counter them......disengage.tt one i always forget....n not veri pro....but practise tt n plus i must also use some force at times to beat more clearly.but i dunno y when i fence i dun use much strenght at all...should make a consicous effort.....yes yes disengage.beat. 2 things to perfect...n thrash the daylights out of everyone.....

today is like a fag sine curve..fag..hiaz

tomolo got training....i dunno y but i dun seem veri interested in training these days.....i dunno y....oh shit....tt bad cos tt my onli cca...i tink it is just a passing phase....hopefully.....floorball destined for second..thanks to engine....fag u bastards!!!.shall put in more extra trainings n pp.....

hiaz hiaz hiaz...i hate vectors....lotsa test coming up....but thankfully nxt week is short n there is floorball on tues n soccer on fri.....lets win....pw is dead.....n i hav a lot of work to do.....shit man....

got home early today after some slacking after sch.....hiaz...damn sian..dun feel lyk doing anything but i hav to at least do the physics assignment n the chem.....ok.....must pia a bit lar....mug hard train hard play hard......

should hav a soccer date on sunday.....DIE!!!!! hahaha k bye off to shower.....
wrist hurts lyk shit

immature fag aa shit punk bastard