Wednesday, June 30, 2004

Advancement of piracy

When things get complicated, it shows advancement.

Take for example my search for the song EVERYBODY HURTS-The Corrs. After downloading it, I had to rename it from a .doc to a .zip, unzip it and provide a password before I can actually listen...

12 27 am, I should be sleeping real soon.

The above mentioned song sounds, or rather reads like (the lyrics) the song 'Hold On'. Very similar in material content, but totally contrasting styles.

Anyway, I probably said this before, holding on is equally difficult as letting go. The latter is more strenuous for me.


When the day is long and the night, the night is yours alone,
when you think you've had enough of this life, well hang on.
Don't let yourself go,
cause everybody cries and everybody hurts, sometimes.

Sometimes everything is wrong.
Now it's time to sing along.
When your day is night (hold on, hold on)
if you feel like letting go, (hold on)
if you`re sure you've had too much of this life, well hang on.

Cause everybody hurts.
Sometimes take comfort in your friends.
Everybody hurts. Don't blow your hand.
Oh, no. Don't blow your hand.
when you feel like you're alone,
no, no, no, you`re not alone
If you're on your own in this life,
and the days and nights are long,
if you're sure you've had too much of this life to hang on.

cause everybody hurts sometimes,
everybody cries. Sometimes everybody hurts, sometimes.
everybody hurts sometimes. So, hold on, hold on.
Hold on, hold on. Hold on, hold on. Hold on, hold on.
Cause no you're not alone...

Perceptions

Need over the top, tacky acting with a rojak slang? Plus a ridiculous plot for good measure? Look no further...

But I was glued to it for an hour...

Better than MASTERS OF THE SEA.

Trauma

What if, just what if a very pretty girl forces you to be her boyfriend, make you go on a date with her and kisses you?

Terrible.

An aviation fan spent $9160 bucks to be the first to fly SIA non-stop from Singapore to New York and back. He didn't even stayed in the Big Apple one night.

You have to be filthy rich to do that. In fact, you have to be a filthy rich and fucking stupid moronic asshole of an INDONESIAN CHINESE to do that.

Preyed upon.

Finished the book before going to school to take the Maths CT paper.

So far, Maths has been kindest to me. I did the paper in an astonishing spped, finishing it in half the allocated time of 3 hours. I was rather surprised myself! Uncovered some mistakes...and hoping that not many others were missed.

Think I did quite a good job, and should get an A barring any MAJOR surprise.

Last one.

Tuesday, June 29, 2004

Lights out at 20 00

I was doing some computer work, planning to study Maths when the blackout hit. Looked out of the window and everything was dark.

Spent the next half an hour searching for candles and torches. Just goes to show how unprepared my family would be if disaster struck. With no light, no work could have been done. So I flipped on the radio (battery operated) to listen in the latest news.

It seems a disruption in natural gas supply from Indonesia caused the blackout. Just goes to show how vulnerable Singapore is.

Waited fro 2 hours before the lights came back on. The next hour was spent on reading PREY.

I am so screwed.

Just goes to show I should have stayed in Pasir Ris.

Addicted

Stuck on the book as usual...hiaz

Tomorrow will be one long day. 3 hours of Maths, hope it all goes well.

BECAUSE, the 7 pm Hongkong drama on channel U is too good to be missed. And I want to be in the mood to watch it.

The actress is so DAMN DAMN DAMN hot. Arghhhhh! I am dead serious.

Fancy that the number of times one has to say 'I am dead serious' is proportional to how serious people take you.

Off to Mathland for the night.

The whole ten yards. Not nine.

I was browsing through GV's website to look for any new movies that could serve as a after-ct treat. I came across 'The whole ten yards'. Thought to myself, 'Hey, haven't I watched it before?'

For a moment, I felt like I was transported back in time ala some sci-fi flick, reliving my life again. The thought of going back in time wasn't scary. Reliving my life was...

Went to check with a friend and came to a conclusion that it was just a mistake and I was acting DAFT.

Currently reading, or rather hooked on Michael Crichton's latest novel, PREY.

Final Fantasy XII

A new site has been set up to fill in the gap while the old site is being renewed for updates. Really hope that a major update would be on the cards since I am a diehard fan of the series...

The look of the game is really fantastic and I reckon graphics don't get much better than this. No wonder, none of the long stnading RPG franchies even come close. WOW.

I think FF XII is also the first time the main character has a girlfriend right from the start instead of snagging one along the way to save the world.

50%

I am halfway through CT 2 with maths tomorrow and chemistry on thrusday. The harder half of CT left....

Read something which kinda summarize yesterday. However, I am in a realtively good mood today because no expectations for biology means no hopes means HECK CARE!!!

Being carefree has its virtues.

My brother's friends are at my place again for mahjong. See the difference in lives?

P.S. My friend thought that the answer to the INDUCTOR not INDUCER was very good. And thought that I took it from some website. I got it from my brain. Quite proud of myself for that, still pondering why I didn't write it down though. Ahhh, COULD have shown the marker HOW ZAI I was...DAMN.

I hate looking like a fool.

Monday, June 28, 2004

Walk the talk

Watching dui hua, some chinese interview show. LKY is getting interviewed now and BOY can he talk.

I am compelled to use Senior minister Lew Kuan Yew. He deserves some respect.

More biology later. I have to take my mind off certain matters.

Inducer?

A circuit with the inducer will cause current to increase slowly because of the electromotive force it induces. As the current flows through the circuit, a magnetic field is setup and links with the coil of the induce. Since E=N(do/dt), when N is large, the induced emf, opposing that of the source is large. Thus current increases slowly. When N is small, i.e. inducer is absent, the opposing induced emf is smaller and thus the current increases much faster then before.

That would have worth 4 marks. It is dissing that I know so much, but so much isn't found on my test script.

How about another one? I think I will die if I find more mistakes. Mistakes that shouldn't have been made since I know my work so well...

This is terrible.

Moonlight.

Last night was horrid. Today's phyics papers was even worse.

I can't bring myself to write further. I will post after the CT.

ADDITION

I just want to thank a friend. Last night, I couldn't sleep. Sat on my bed, with the moon shinning in. I was alone in the world, almost on the verge of a breakdown. Thank goddness, in the dark at 4 09 am, my handphone vibrated. Someone remembered my existence.

The book might have affected me.

18 marks down the drain.

Sunday, June 27, 2004

Wrong.

I was wrong about the foresight.

Just finished the book. Can't and wouldn't write about it now since it wouldn't do justice to rush a post. Maybe later...

But in the end, he died in search of something. At least he died searching for something. I will probably die in a chair with all my regrets...

Nailing the bugger

Barring any unforseen circumstances, and I do have a great foresight, this will be my last post before CT 2 starts.

Tomorrow, I will be back around 3 to 4 pm, hoping to say that I nailed the bugger. Bugger referring to the physics papers and anyone or thing that I might be in the mood to NAIL tomorrow.

If you don't dislike me too much, wish me luck.

DARN, the inbuilt speakers of my $880 SHARP LCD monitor is cranky. It better not be spoiled.

Last day

This must be the first day since 23948230492 years ago that I didn't touch the comptuer until evening...

And it was because the concentration was waning...ARGH!

Not much happened today. Stuck to the novel like a drug addict and CT 2 starts tomorrow for 4 days. CRAPPY!

Last day of the June holidays. Nothing worth remember.

I just managed to close a bit of my life today. Just a little more and it will be done. Saying is easy, the doing part is rather difficult since memories can't really be kept under lock and key.

My Mum is fascinated with the sunset. Honestly, over-fascinated. I think it is boring to see the same old thing everyday.

Another POPSTAR to add to my list of morons. HO YEW SUN. I don't even know if I got her name right, but can't really be bothered now since I prefer (for now and the coming 6 months) Lactobacillus bulgaricus, Kluyveromycete lactis, Saccharomyce cerevisiae and the likes of it...Anyway, she gave an interview in THE SUNDAY TIMES, which I have to emphasis once again, is my favourite paper.

She cames across as TRYING TOO DAMN HARD to sound intelligent or smart or witty or sarcastic or was just sounding like her real self-dumb and moronic. Whichever way it is, do go read it. Seriously do.

I find it extremely shiok to read about disgusting popstars.

Saturday, June 26, 2004

Fucker.

FFeminine
UUnnatural
CCuddly
KKinky
EEarthy
RRealistic



Was trying soo hard not to swear. But I just couldn't resist when I came across this acroynm generator...haha. Except for the kinky part, I can't agree with the rest. The author have to go write his word list MAN! HIRE ME HIRE ME!!!

Street hawking...

I amend my previous post. Jurong is one foot in the coffin at 8 pm and totally dead at 8 30 pm.

Went for a haircut to get rid of the irritating long hair and finally look like myself again. A cock that is...haha.

A good business tactic for street hawkers is to use their kids. I was on my way to Popular bookstore when I saw this 9 or 10 year old boy selling mangoes at the MRT station. Business was very good, probably because people pitied him. On my way back, (business at Popular was also very good) I saw him SECRETLY communicating with his father when there wasn't anyone...hehe.

I can write a book about it, How to sell ANYTHING in one second

My brother AND his friends are now playing mahjong at my place...nothing better to do with their lives..

Mangled corpses...


Crabs. Posted by Hello

I looked out of the window. Hazy, very hazy. Thought about an ungrateful asthmatic friend. Looked out again, wondering if he was dead yet. Decided to ask how he was and received his ranting instead...

hao ren nan zuo


Anyway, I initally wanted to take a video of the killing of the LIVE crabs using my CANON POWERSHOT A80. But didn't because I think it's kinda bai tai. Strangely, I have no qualms whatsoever about photographing dead cooked crabs.

The bugger upstairs has quit drilling but started sawing. I don't have any BRANDED saw but I think the chopper will do just fine...all I need now is to go up and CHOP of his....

HE STOPPED! HAHAHA!

Back to the book and dinner.

Pardon the disgusting background...lol. Posted by Hello

Drilled.

Haven't done anything productive today. I knew it was a bad move to start the novel. Now, I can't stop. Around page 146 out of 550...this is crap.

Someone is carrying out renovation directly above my house. Drilling and sawing away, creating much unwanted noise. Almost wanted to take out my BLACK & DECKER drill, march up and DRILL that guy or girl to death...

The Jurong library is getting better. The crowd has thinned somewhat and the variety of fiction books is incredible. It will be my home from 1st July. Now if I can get those making out couples to free up some space, I might consider, for the first time in my life, to mug in a public library...

On second thoughts...maybe not. Probably just a place to destress after mugging...YEAH! Good idea.

Give me some luck. I need it badly for next week.

Friday, June 25, 2004

China. Again.

Amazing how fast the MOE can change its policies on education. After just one speech on the importance of being bilingual and biculture, the latest moniker the government thought of, it seems the whole MOE is hell bent on producing CHINA SCHOLARS.

Go read the papers to check it out.

It is a crazy world out there.

And France is out. Haha, never felt they were THAT good except for Zidane. I am still rooting for Portugal.

Started on the book 'Traitor's Kiss'. Should be starting on revision actually...haha.

Going to mug and do some shopping later.

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Work is really out these days. Hiaz...

Shuttling between the living room and my room, trying to catch 'Faking it' on Discovery Channel and chat with friends.

The is a Takuya Kimura Japanese drama showing on SCV. It is really very interesting. ARGH! I have getting hooked. Too bad it is really epsiode 5 of 11. I can't make head or tail out of the story...

Live life for yourself. If any one of you readers out there is planning or already have kids, please, let them have their own lives. Don't decide what is best for them, nor try make them do what you didn't...

I am in a mess.
My computer is hanging whenever she likes. ARGH! And yes, my desktop is female.

Gamespot.com
is offering a free download of the entire soundtrack of the game The Chronicles of Riddick: Escape from Butcher Bay. It is adapted from the movie of the same name I think and is surprisingly good. Made it to editors' choice with a score of 9.3/10. So if you are an X-box owner, do try and get it.

2 minutes more to completion....

Oh and the Singapore Food Festival next month looks exciting!!! They are going to revive a well known hawker place in the 1970s, 'The carpark'. And once again, aiming for that authentic FEEL. Let's hope it does not flop like FS.
There is this movie, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. A pretty long name too. It sounds chim and I am not going to waste $6.50 to get my brains fried. The last time I did something remotely similiar, I was forced into it and left the cinema feeling more than a little retarded.

Anyway, from my vast readings of blogs, correct me if I am wrong, I gathered that the show is about forgetting and being forgotten. 50 First Dates!!! Ok, that must have just pushed the limits of rational comparison.

I was thinking, somethings that I remember, should really be forgotten. And I hope the people would forget me too.

Wishful thinking though.
1000 Words (FFX-2 Mix)

Performed by Jade from SWEETBOX

I know that you're hiding things,
using gentle words to shelter me.
Your words were like a dream,
But dreams could never fool me.
Not that easily.

I acted so distant then.
Didn't say goodbye before you left,
But I was listening.
You'll fight your battles far from me.
Far too easily.

"Save your tears, 'cause I'll come back,"
I could hear that you whispered as you walked through that door,
But still I swore to hide that pain when I turned back the pages.
Shouting might've been the answer.

What if I cried my eyes out and begged you not to depart?
But now I'm not afraid to say what's in my heart.

'Cause a thousand words called through the ages,
They'll fly to you, even though I can't see.
I know they're reaching you, suspended on silver wings!

Oh, a thousand words.
One thousand embraces...
Will cradle you, making all of your weary days seem far away.
They'll hold you forever.

Oh, a thousand words [A thousand words...]
Have never been spoken, [Oh, yeah.]
They'll fly to you,
They'll carry you home and back into my arms, [Carry you home...!]
Suspended on silver wings! [On silver wings!]

And a thousand words, [Ooh...]
Called out through the ages, [Called through the ages.]
They'll cradle you, turning all of the loving into only days... [Only days.]
They'll hold you forever.

Oh, a thousand words...

This song is from FINAL FANTASY X-2. But the lyrics and tune, seems very much like the one in ACE COMABT 04. Hmmm, highly interesting. Contact me if you want it.

Oh, jogging is the most idiotic sport in my opinion. I have spent literally my whole life running away. Would prefer a slightly different mode of transportation in my leisure time.

Out of my window...for the 129347124012374484 time. Posted by Hello
The air pollution index of Malaysia, our friendly neighbour is classified. Never knew that until today. The Malaysian governemnt is afraid the international media would distort the index and harm their tourism industry....LOL.

This is lame man.

Xenosaga II is out in Japan already. I still have to wait another couple of months. It pays to learn Japanese.

And those rats at SCV cut off all the extra channels today. ARGH!

Onto some revision.

Thursday, June 24, 2004

The email storage war is heatting up considerably with Hotmail joining the fray. Ahh, this is good news for end users like us. Before you know it, they might even start paying people to use email.

Nothing else of interest in the papers today. Maybe except for the fact that it was indeed the URA that rejected the bridge designs. So yeah, think we are gonna have two more durians coming up.

And there is this guide to all the making out spots in Singapore....carparks though. Certainly reflected the need for COE.

I am feeling sick. That's all for today. Nothing beats a good shower.
So it all ends with Protugal wining on penalties 8-7 against England.

Such is the drama of sports. An intense rollercoaster ride of emotions that no movie, no play, no song could bring out. It really makes you wonder who wrote all these things. Probably, at such times, one would be tempted to attribute such fairy tales to divine powers. Do so if you wish, but you must also give due credit to the sportmen themselves.

The hard work behind the scenes, the blood, sweat and tears just for that shoot at ultimate glory. You wouldn't know what it is like. And neither would I. At this moment, I normally will bring in the emptiness of victory. But tonight is different. We witnessed true sportmen.

I am deleting the previous posts of the match. Around 5 in all.

Because in them, we come closest to being immortal.

This is tandoori chicken.  Posted by Hello

A very traditional Indian BBQ dish. Weird that I could only find a decent picture and recipe on an American website.&
Had another photosharing cum chat session using Hello!

Went to download the trial version of Picasa which is also the producer of Hello! Hmm...according to my friend, who is an avid user of Picasa, it is much better than ZoomBroswer EX. I tried it and althought I am not as overwhelm as him, it certainly looks like a good piece of software. Maybe when I get more time with it, I can make a better judgement....

Right now, I think my friend is reliable enough. So CALLING all canon camera users, STOP torturing yourselves and get Picasa now!

The quarter finals between England and Portugal is starting soon. Hoping for an exciting match. The books are still untouched...hiazz

Okok. Today, I will change. After the match that is...LOL.
A very relaxing and slack evening. Currently I am home alone. My parents are out working while my brother is probably indulging in excessive BEER AND BABES at his friend's place. Ok, maybe not the babes part...

Had french loaf with a healthy serving of Philadelphia CREAM cheese. Yeah man! A very healthy snack. On the wrapper of the cheese, it says 'Share TREATS with your neighbours, just remember to leave some for yourself.' I don't even talk to any of my neighbours except for the family near the lift lobby. Bunch of old, grouchy people...HMPH.

I need a pretty girl as a neighbour.

Have been slacking away since 5 pm. This is so damn bad. Decided on my 2 days 1 night biking trip around Singapore to mark the starting of the last 6 months of government schooling. After that I would HIT the books so damn hard that they will be BEGGING for mercy...LOL

1st July. Nice date for CT 2 to end and my trip to start....

Also did some maintenance work on my WOMAN. Updated virus definitions and spyware list. Hopping that my web browser wouldn't be hiJACKED anymore...hiazz..

JACK OFF BUGGERS!

I am serious mad. I need to mug to regain some sanity.
It seems all the designs for the suspension bridge near Alexander link have been rejected by the URA (I think) because they don't suit the FEEL of the place. The authorities said they would try to improve on the designs or might consider contracting the job to a well known architure firm

Great. We are gonna get two more durian shells.
I am fascinated with TANDOORI CHICKEN. It is going for $2.50 with unlimited drinks and desert at the RI dining hall.

Try it and tell me how it is.

I am still able to view ALL the channels of SCV. That shouldn't be the case, but I am not complaining. Neither am I going to knock on their door and tell them to cut the channels.

Argh. Today is MATHS day. Shall quit the slacking already.

Wednesday, June 23, 2004

We did make a pact, didn't we? Doubt you remember it though...hmmm

Anyway, had a very scary nightmare. It wasn't about monsters and stuff. But terrible...I promised someone that I would do something. But halfway through, I didn't want to do it anymore. Terrible. I couldn't say NO already since I made the promise......BUT BUT.....WAHHHHHH

Moral of the story is not to promise too much.

Then somehow, I ended up playing a computer game not unlike Command and Conquer by Westwoods Studio. Hmmn, I was trying to build a base by the beach. For whatever dumb reason, I built 2 radar domes. That is so unlike my strategy, but hey its a dream. As I was trying to look for a good spot to built the ore refinery, suddenly a sneak attack was launched at me from the sea!!!!

Whatever happened next I couldn't remember. I did recall getting hammered pretty badly in the end. =)

I think clam shell handphones are very cool. Especially those with the antenna which you can pull out. Usually catch them on Jap dramas...It is time to get one!!!!!
ENOUGH IS ENOUGH

Was reading the papers for the past hour.

TODAY'S editorial, right in the centre of the front page is DAMN GOOD. The gist of it is the paper would not print those gruesome photos of the beheading BECAUSE it would play right into the terrorists hands.

I applaud the step taken. Wondering what made them do that...hmmm

Seriously, this is the best thing I have heard in ages.
Some people should really spend sometime to learn how to use the internet properly and effectively instead of asking for help ALL DAY LONG. Surfing pornography doesn't count.

Nothing good on TV, thus left with CNA. Caught images of the Linkin Park concert. Was it THAT invigorating? The people were going crazy. Totally lost it. Not alike those terrorists beheading people in Iraq. Savages in different ways.
Dark murky waters ahead. I need to guide myself through this mess. Would you be my navigator?

At the insistence of my friend, I have to admit that I am a gay. Yes.

Pissed of with the world damn world.
Finished U 571 in a single sitting. Not the movie, the book.

I was so SIAN at home just now that after the 7 pm serial, I headed to the town central. Had to get away from the house. Jurong is dead by 9 pm. How pathetic.

Managed to sneak into the library just before it was closing time and whisker away the book. I watched the movie on VCD before, probably during my wonderful RI years and the book certainly lives up to it. It also added a subplot of a man trying to gain the respect of his crew. Nice touch!

Now that I have finished the book, I am back to being bored agan.

Work still not done. This can't do. It is already the last 4 months (maximum) of studying I have before the series of examinations, which would have a large bearing on my future.

In those 4 months, I would have to sort out 8 subjects. Which means a fortnight for each. Not a lot...hiaz. Stressed.

This is getting ranty and boring. I prefer to sound interesting and humorous.

Bye!

Tuesday, June 22, 2004


Hazy. Posted by Hello

Was watching a show on STARMOVIE. About people trapped in a burning building.

The 7 pm serial drama on Channel U is also about fire fighting...hmmm.

SHIT LAR. I NEED TO MUG AND STOP WATCHING TV.....!!!!!!

Totally riveting. ARGH! Decided to come up with some surivial tips for trapped people.

Never ever wear polyester. Wear cotton or even better denim. The former is very flammable and when burnt will stick to the skin. The latter are much tougher.

Douse yourself with water!

Shut all doors and windows to prevent the heat and smoke from coming in too quickly.

If you decide to run, stick close to the ground since smoke rises.

If you decide to stay, pray. Or better still swear like a crazy hooligan to attract attention.

Turn on all the taps and showers to keep everything as wet as possible.

Trip the circuit breaker to prevent electrical fires.

Practise the above steps often. Everything, technically speaaking should be carried out in 5 minutes.

Disclaimer

The above is purely a product of the imagination of a bored boy. Although this boy is certainly no airhead and several scientific and logical reasoning have been used in the production of the survival tips, it is highly recommended that you not follow this bullshit. Instead, call 911 or 995. Friendly operators will be standing by to answer your queries.
First it was TANYA CHUA, now Joslin Tsai. The difference is the latter is MUCH more popular and a tad better looking.

I want to be Cinderella. She looks too weak to withstand a gust of wind. But she is strong.

?!?!?! Certainly speak volumes about the intelligence they possess. Hiaz, popstars. Pop goes the weasel...

But you can't blame the girl. She believes that she is an incarnation of a Hawaiian goddess. A volcanoe erupted while she was there you see.

On to other news, the Japanese have a knack for doing some strange things. They named one of their train stations 'Sorry' and the other 'Thank you'..in Japanese.

Btw, I want to be Anpanman. It might look plain and disgusting. But it is damn DELICIOUS.

Anpanman, for your information, is a Japanese cartoon character. It is a bean paste filled bread roll with superhuman powers. ?!?!?! A dou sai pau lar!

The Computer Times issue this week is not bad. Read it.

In fact, I think I am Anpanman. I have eaten it before.

MUGGING POWERS UNLEASHED!!!!
The Azzurris crashed out of Euro 2004! Not because they didn't win the match, but due to Sweden and Denmark drawing 2-2! Like WTH!

So as usual the KAO BEI Italians, just had to say that even though I support Italy, the KAO BEI Italians are screaming of a plot to get them. I think it is ridiculous. To be fair, Italy should have made sure that they didn't have to depend on others for qualification. It is their own fault that they couldn't win!!!

Sick of them complaining about the integrity of others, questioning the motives of the refree and just plain making a nuisance of themselves.

Shall go read the match report at now...

There is a good Jap drama on SCV. But I shall control!!!!!

TMD. SIAN.
Currently using Hello! to view some photos with a friend. It is really a new, fun and interesting experience.

Go try it today!

Forgot all about BIO...crap!
Hunger!!! Meals served at home hardly ever fills me up. So does hawker food. But the eating at home is free so I can't really complain much. I need someone to standby 24 hours a day to cook for me.

Decided to stop my addiction of instant noodles. I don't want to die young.

I have taken to eating French loaf with cream cheese. Maybe french red wine would be good too.

Vitis Vinifera, that's the stuff you find on the skin of WILD grapes, which ferments them into wine. Got it from the BIOTECH notes. Wouldn't trust it if I were you...haha

I don't mind being a food reviewer on the side.

BORED.
Got even more bored. So I did SOMETHING for a while and became all hot and sweaty.

Realised that after 2 months of abstaining from ZUOING, I did it. And it became such a novel experience once again. Ahhhh, absence makes the heart fonder. As I was doing it, vivid images of past experience flashed by...all I can see is that it was a once in a lifetime experience.

Maybe I should have contiuned instead of stopping.

Btw, Daddy's Girls, despite its highly suggestive name, is a clean and innocence sitcom on Channel 5. Quite nice to watch.

Currently, my status is (On the Phone). Hiaz...bad day.

The light at the end of the tunnel... Posted by Hello

A very boring day. Got sick of studying before I even started. So just bummed around the house and before I know it, 7 pm already...Hiaz...

This is damn bad.

I was so damn frigging bored that I went to take a nap. Kinda reminds me of the phrase 'bored to death'...If I didn't wake up...TOUCH WOOD!

Was FIDDLING my camera and having fun with it. It has a multitude of functions that remains undiscovered...But, not for long!!!

Monday, June 21, 2004

Was reading the Streats paper. I think it can be classified as a tabloid despite its attempts at looking professional. Fonts and layout only get you so much. It is the content that really counts actually.

HAHAHAHA....I sound so CHIM. I am just anouther TRUE BLUE heartlander who speaks Singlish all the time and swear in a multiple langauges.

But still, what sort of slightly self respecting newspaper publishes a story on TANYA CHUA announcing to the whole frigging whole that she has broken up with her boyfriend and is available once again. According to her, she is going public with this so that she wouldn't be accused of using gimmicks to promote her up coming album, which contains songs penned by her ex-flame.

A DISGUSTING LIE....YUCKS. Plus, she isn't hot and isn't popular too.

OMG, the world these days...is so pathetic.

Quote of the day is from Streats too.

'Dog bites man is not news. Man bites dog is news. GET IT?'

Had a good laugh at that one...lol.
Oh man, have been watching TV ever since 9 pm...argh.

Quite freaked out since I am already at Tuesday of the last week of hols...which means I am darn near CT2, and BIO is still....whatever...shall straighten things out later...

Getting a bit drowsy already.

I always refrain from watching bloody shows...as in real blood, not your fake action packed movies. 'Extreme makeover' would be one example. But curiosity out the better out of me today. My brother, who is also a medical student, is an avid fan of the show. So, I decided to just take a look to see what is all the fuss about.

Looking at the various medical procedures and the recover stages from all that cosmestic surgery was NERVE WRECKING. I was going weak in my joints...YUCKS! And tried my best to hide behind a pillow. It just turns me off to look at all that raw skin and blood and bruises and what not.

I will never make it as a doctor. I am darn afraid. I rather be a scientist and deal with martians. They might be friendly.

On the other hand, I think the medical profession is a rather satisfying occupation, IF you have the calling.
Is your phone number 68910120?? If yes, you ARE the person I HAVE BEEN looking for in the past 23947235 years. Do yourself a favour and email me at thngzx@gmail.com

I am bored STIFF. Hiaz...Oh and if you are having any particularly thorny problem, refer to 'The Hitchhiker's Guide to The Universe'. It has everything inside.

Being the ultimate blog surfer has its perils. I am sick of the same thing written, or rather disguised in so many forms.

Tired of the age old arguement of people wanting to do the impossible. I was like that ONCE. Guys, the fricking word is invented for a reason. Living a normal existence is much easier and enjoyable than trying to push the limits all the time. It can be tiring, exhausting and ultimately a very empty experience.

Just thought of some regretful stuff...hiaz..this is life.
There must be some coconuts around in the house. I keep on smelling coconuts.

Wondering whether watch England taking Crotia or save up the energy to mug....and watch Italy smack Bulgaria......hmmmm...

SIAN.

Sunday, June 20, 2004

Michael Schumacher is REALLY something! Was watching the F1 Grand Prix and he just smashed up Barrichello after the safety car when out. A marvellous piece of driving to not only anticipate when Barrichello would accelerate and also to overtake him down the straight, WHILE keeping clear of infringing any rules!!!!

And another brilliant strategy by Ferrari as made Schumi maintain his 1st position but with new tyres and more fuel, at the expense of Barrichello of course...

Sometimes, you really pity the man for having Schumi as a teammate.

But the problem is, Schumi, IS JUST THE BEST OUT THERE. Incredible.

Got mee? Posted by Hello

Caught the Portugal-Spain match this morning. Definitely well worth the sleep lost.

Portugal started out the livelier of two teams as they needed a win to secure qualification and to avoid humilation in front of their home fans. Spain didn't look adventureous and the first half was mostly a Portuguese affair. With the dribbling trio of Deco, RONALD and Figo, Portugal created many offensive chances but somehow never really threatened the Spanish goal except on a few ocassions. Spain, despite the laid back approach, actually looked more dangerous on the fast break and their fluid passing often split up the Portuguese defense with alarming ease. Ricardo and company looked especially vunerable on the right flank as too much space was given to the Spanish strikers at times.

After the break, the Portuguese pressure continued with more fantastic footwork from the attacking trio. A subsitution was made by the Portuguese and it was the subsitute that struck in the 57th mintue. A nice pass to Gomes, who held up the ball before turning to sweep it into the left hand corner of the Spainsh goal. Spain then upped the tempo and move out in search of an equaliser. They came very close to doing so on numerous occasion and was unlucky to hit the post and crossbar. Once again, the defensive frailities of Portugal was exposed. Denfensive subsitutions were made with the removal of Figo and Ronaldo to strengthen the team at the back and dig in for the remainding 20 minutes.

Towards the end, with the Spainsh depserate for a goal, Portugal exploited the space afforded to them and had a few clear cut chances that should have resulted in mroe goals. But due to poor finishing and some outstanding defense, the match ended at 4 45 am 1-0 to Portugal.

Hey man, I am a Portuguese fan. So yeah! And Ronaldo is one heck of a dribbler. One of, if not the best I have seen.
Wah piang MAN! I am getting hungier by the second. Wondering if I should head out to get some good food or just cook noodles AGAIN.

Speak of which I have decided to stop using the microwavable pot and go back to using the stove. I think food cooked with gas just taste better and more importantly, the pot seems to be melting from overuse...HIAZ.

CRAPPYYY...1 35 AM. 1 hour to go.
Did I mention that BIO is screwed AGAIN.

Wah this is damn sian.
Beef or Chicken?

Blah....sucky day. And it is already monday!!! YUCKS! Mug, mug, mug...nope, I didn't do that! Hiaz...

It seems that to prevent unfair play, ALL Euro 2004 games will commence at the same time from today's game onwards......2 30 AM Singapore time.....WTH.

To top it all off, fagging fricking SCV decides to show only 1 match per night. LIKE WHAT THE HELL DO I PAY MONEY FOR!!!! MORONS! They better show the Italy match, OR ELSE!

Shall catch the Spain versus Portugal match later since I am still wide awake.

Today's Father's Day. Very underhyped...I wonder why man? Still pondering over what to get my father. Was thinking of fried osyter omelette and fish soup from a very old chinese restuarant opposite Bedok police station. But heard that they don't sell those stuff anymore....hmmm. Wondering if I even can afford the time to go buy..haha.

Writing about food makes me damn hungry! Have a sudden craving for airplane food. This is very weird, but I do like the food airlines, more specifically SIA since I have only taken SIA, serve..they taste very good actually. Maybe I am just to hungry...

Saturday, June 19, 2004

Just had lunch...duck noodles from a chinese noodle restuarant in Jurong Entertainment center....very overpriced!

Hmmm, was watching how Italy succumb to faggy Sweden...YUCKS! They have to thrash Bulgaria and hope Denmark and Sweden don't decide to score....bloody gay.

The matches on tonight are rather boring. And the better ones are always at 2 45 am instead of 11 45 pm...what the hell man!!!

Last day of the second last week of the hols...surprisingly, I don't miss school AT ALL....

No mood to mug...everything is so difficult.

NOT FUN ONE!!!! Argh. Confidence is important. Too much of it can be deadly though. YUCKS.

BLAH BLAH BLAH!!!!!!!

Friday, June 18, 2004


Thats the back of the leaflet... Posted by Hello

OMG OMG...... Posted by Hello
Rats! Italy is impotent in attack!!!! ARGHHH....They better qualify man and smack Bulgaria upside down in the process too!!!

Tried but failed to catch the match as I woke up, swtich off the alarm clock and went back to sleep.

Got up at 8 30 am and rushed all the way down to RI for another soccer session with my ex-classmates...The weather was as terrible as last week, still hot though...came away with a slight burnt...HIAZ...

Had lunch at J8 again. Eggs shouldn't be put into soup raw, because after some stirring the egg would just break up and float around in small pieces. In the end you can't really eat it unless you drink all the soup! GAY!

Shall go shower, take a nap and start to mug seriously. I have only 9 days including today for the whole CT 2.....shit.

Shoudln't have slacked that much...hiaz.

I did manage to get an Emma Shapplin leaflet though. She is hot...real hot! Still searching for her songs...they msut be floating around the net too....like eggs....
There must be something wrong with my handphone battery or the charger or the power socket or me....or maybe with the electricity itself....My handphone battery drains off at an astonishing rate. It will probably last 3 days if I don't touch it, or maybe a day of messaging...and several hours of calling...THIS IS PATHETIC!!!

Maybe it is the why I use it...but I don't charge it until it is almost flat, which in theory helps preserve the battery life. Hiazz, a friend of mine has the as a similar phone from Sony Ericsson. He says or rather claims that his phone can last 10 days without charging and after intense usage somemore!!!! Ok, I am used to his bullshit so lets discount what he says by 50%, which is still 2 more days than mine!!!!

Either he has become a better cock talker or my phone just suck.

Realized that I used many 'or's...and one of the batch of chemistry teachers have a fetish for ethandioate ions C204^2-......

Thursday, June 17, 2004


Got SCV? Posted by Hello

Got too bored. And the day too horrible. Hence the sudden impulse to take some photos.

Today is really terrible. I feed on everyone's misery except my own. And since I am miserable most of the time, that means everyone else is happy and I am sad. CRAP....wth....damn pissed!!!! ARGH!!

HAHAHA....

My head is spinning and am feeling terribly drowsy.

Today sucks.

See that small rectangular black box on the big rectangular black box? The big one is the subwoofer for the sound system. The small one...hehe, is the decoder or whatever its name is for SCV. With that, I can now access around 8 other cable TV channels...but there ain't anything worth watching!!!!

Wondering if I should go play soccer tomorrow...rather excited about it actually....haha

2 20 pm on a terrible horrible BAD day...WTF. Posted by Hello
England won. France drew. I wonder what is all the fuss about France. They SUCK!

I don't really like England too, althought it would be nice to watch them play on SCV later....haha, since I know all their players.

GO ITALY!!!!
It is amazing how fast I can get EXCITED. Slept at about 2 am this morning and now I am awake with my head spinning about, heart racing and hands trembling. Can't remember when I last felt this way..=)

All for the chance to check my SAT 2 scores ASAP...Hahaha.

Oh, and I did achieve my target of 800/800. However, it ain't a pretty victory since I am at 93 percentile which means I lose to 7 people in a 100. This is terrible. Probably had quite a few mistakes and scrape through...ARGH!

I can't be satisfied, can I?
Just finished watching AVERAGE JOE on TV...have to say that the ending was rather unexpected. I was thinking that Melina might just choose Adam, or otherwise known as the average Joe. But of course, like all endings it wasn't a fairy tale ending...

It took 2 whole hours for that final episode. Only to have the advertisement of AVERAGE JOE 2: HAWAII run at the end of the programme.

Out of my window. Again. Posted by Hello

Flying of into the sunset...there is a figther jet at the left side....I saw 4 in a row.... Posted by Hello

Evening. Posted by Hello
Jeanette Aw is darn cute. So stop your complaining already and just ogle.

Wednesday, June 16, 2004


Coriander seeds? Posted by Hello

I was in my room when the smell of dumplings hit me. Yes, the dumpling festival is coming. And for the first, or maybe second time in my life, I have to eat my mother's dumplings. I shan't sound so forced...LOL

Anyway, I went to the kitchen to check it out and was surprised to see coriander seeds. Never seen any in my life. Coriander, by the way, is a plant. You probably eaten the leaves with porridge. The seeds on the other hand has a meaty smell, characteristic of dumplings.

Interesting.
The father of the World Wide Web never patented his invention. If he did, then I probably wouldn't be posting now.

Ironically, the BIOTECH notes places so much emphasis on patenting as one of the key steps to a success business venture. Hmmmm, can't we be kind and do something nice once in a while?

Idiots.
Tell me miracles do happen.

Yes, they don't.
Beware if you ever want to wash your face at my house. The fabric cleaner, in its nice little green bottle sits inconspicuously beside the facewash. And it smells real good of lavander so you wouldn't know until you got it on your face or something.

I have more than once mistook it for my soap.

Starting on BIOLOGY NOW. GOD SPEED.

I think I am doomed. Have been slacking far to much. My study plan totally thwarted. Going on to getting 4 Fs. CRAP.

Tuesday, June 15, 2004

My love affair with SCV is set to end soon. After so nearly getting it for World Cup 1998, 2002, 2004, the time might have arrived for me to be a proud owner of cable TV.

Ironically, it is my brother, once again, that spendthrift fool who is trying so desperately to get it. Ahhh such an avid soccer fan. Moron.

There is a good show tonight on channel U 7 pm. A sequel.

I need to go to school on Friday to get some stuff done...hiaz. That is 2 more days...and on the same day, SAT 2 results will be released online...

Time flies....

Seriously aimless these days...need a religion...and some focus. Life is horrible.
First watched 'Meet my folks' in NZ I think now it is airing in Singapore. For quite a while actually...but recently the show has changed its format. From 3 guys for a girl, it became 3 girls for a guy, then twins and now PARENTS WITH KIDS!

CAN YOU IMAGINE HOW DISGUSTING IT IS?

I just watched such an episode. A mother of 3 dating 3 different guys not unlike other saucy reality TV show i.e. 'AVERAGE JOE' and 'THE BACHELOR' complete with smooching, touching, rubbing....in front of the grown up kids......HIAZ....

What has society turn out too?

But it did acheive the effect of keeping me glued to the screen and neglecting BIO........

Actually, what the hell am I doing now? I should be studying like a FAGGORT..but something really freaky occured...no choice but to blog it....good to have some records =)

What is the probability that 2 people have the same nick.

The following working is assuming that the chance of hitting any key is equal.

MSN allows for a 110 character nickname, without any limit of the length.

The keyboard has a 100 possible characters that can be entered, including commas, periods, spaces and stuff.

So logic holds that the probability that two person can type, randomly a same nick is 110^*(-100) which yields a ZERO on my EL-546L scientific calculator...

But my friend suggests that due to the thought process has to be included into the calculation and therefore PROPOSE the usage of GAME THEORY. Sadly, my knowledge has servely been limited by my schooling (modified from a famous quote in TOM SAWYER), and hence am unable to carry out a more accurate working.

Such a simple problem yet exceedingly difficult to arrive at an answer. Like fermat's LAST THEOREM.......how do we actually quantify thought?

Anyone able to help?

b-twotw......

My hands are getting very tired...I don't know why. I might be dying.

And I seriously need to study. A LOT. BYE.
I have decided on being a spy. YEAH! A superspy. Gadgets and babes each sold separately.

I cannot tahan liao. S-I-A-N. TMD. Today is horrible.

Fuck a wall please.
Was settling down in front of the TV munching on my afternoon snack of half a french loaf with cheese that I saw THE NEWS!!!

If you are wondering, french loaf with cheese tastes very good.

But THE POINT is, NS is reduced to 2 years! At the present moment, details are still rather hazy, but I think you have to be at least a corporal to benefit the reduction in service length. Will update as soon as I get more details...

To think that a few days ago, I was fretting over NS. Although the reduction isn't THAT significant if you factor in getting GOLD or SILVER for the NAPFA test, BUT STILL, it is better than nothing...

And for those that don't know, a corporal isn't a very high rank.

2 words to describe this.......SUDDEN HAPPINESS......LOL....!!!

This calls more some celebration...wine anyone?

Conicidentally, cheese is maded of Streptococcus cremoris and wine Saccharomyces cerevisiae

Don't think that came out of my head. I had to refer to the notes a few times just to get the spelling RIGHT! That's FOOD BIOTECH for you. FUCK THE FUCKING SUBJECT.

I AM GOING TO F-KING EXPLODE.

Monday, June 14, 2004

Finally after procastinating for 2 weeks, I started a brief read of FOOD BIOTECHNOLOGY...hiaz, hope it goes well today.

Have to try and finish everything on FOOD BIOTECH by today...

Then do revision on ALL the other subjects...

SAT 2 results are going to be released in around 3-4 days time depending on the time difference and all.

Try desperately to limit my time on the computer. This is getting TOO GAY!!!

And just for the record, SAI BABA RAPE KIDS. Hahahaha....





Game over? Dig in.....the last leg already.....COME ON!

GOGOGO!
Was so disgusted with FS!!! Left that stupid place as hungry as before that I had to cook supper...I love my own cooking!

Decided to try a new type flavour of instant noodles and made a new base with LEE KUM KEE CHIN CHEW CHILI OIL, which cannot be found in Singapore!!!! But if you do find it, please tell me!

Turned out quite good actually. But I am wondering it is has got to do with the hunger itself.....

Italy better thrash Denmark up.....damn! GOGOGOGOGO!!!! SMASH THEM!

Don't have much motivation to study recently....hiaz..I am screwed lar..wishful thinking....

I am stressed.....how? I need to swear.

Still haven't touch BIO yet. Kinda reminds me of all previous CTs and Promos......BIOLOGY SUCK. AND SO DOES THE BIOLOGY DEPARTMENT. Actually was going to rant about them, decided against it because they ain't worth my time.
Just got home from an outing with Yeo Feng to Chinatown Food Street.

It was a place that I knew of already long ago not because of the great food, but how it flopped. You see, Food Street was suppose to bring back the old Chinatown flavour via al-fresco dining, traditional style. Try imagining the road side stalls in Penang, where you can see the rows and rows of hawkers hollering at the top of their voices, haphazard arrangement of tables and chairs and most importantly, good food.

Sadly, nothing was found at Food Street that was remotely like the above description.

Once we exired Chinatown MRT station, we got a bit lost as it was our first time there in a LONG LONG TIME. Chinatown sures has changed. Got too modern I would say. But there reminds a distinct Hongkong feeling to that place. Don't ask me why...After about 10 minutes of walking, we reached Food Street.

Food Street was hardly a street at all. Just a back lane between to buildings. Although it was a weekday and the timing wasn't exactly right, I still couldnt't believe that it was so deserted. The was ample free seats and surely this couldn't a tourist hot spot? At most FS had around 10 stalls, with some of them even shut, probably due to poor business. Even lesser variety than a foodcourt in J8. But, I actually had to queue up for food, not because the stall sold great stuff, but due to the fact that the variety was so pathetic, people ended up having to buy more or less the same thing....very standard hawker fare I would say, and if you view the pictures below, the price of $3-$5 for a meal at FS is surely not worth it.

I cannot really comment on the general standard of food there, but I don't think it can even match up to neighbouring Maxwell Food Centre. I bought a bowl of dumpling noodles for $3 and it was hardly appetizing. The noodles weren't great, in fact they tasted a little raw. The dumplings on the other hand were terrible. The filling was no existence with no unqiue taste at ALL. I couldn't even tell what sort of meat it was, probably pork. The skin of the dumpling was far to thick such that you would only bite into flour for the first time. The hawker also had no 'seh' at all...looked very inexperienced to me and I got a peek at his cash counter when he opened it...not much inside too.

FS is a far too ambitious project and like an overly ambitious project, it fell flat.

But if you are really into new dining experiences and wouldn't mind medicore standards, do go to FS.

My dinner... Posted by Hello

Chinatown..Food Street. Posted by Hello

YF's dinner.... Posted by Hello

Sunday, June 13, 2004

I hope today has 48 hours. I need to stay off the computer a bit...hiazz..

Blah...a slow day.
MISSED THE ENG VS FRA MATCH.........and it was such a triller. ARGHHHH!!! Not fair!!! 2 of my friends are able to receive TV3 from Malaysia and I am only able to get TV1....dang! Wasted so much time trying to tune the TV last night....plus I dreamt about successfully tuning the TV.....this is damn gay!

ARGH!

Tried tuning the TV in the living room and failed miserably.

But there are 2 nice drama serials coming up on channel 8 and U respectively...ok, not too bad.....

BUT BUT.....ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I need to get an antenna to try.

Hiaz.
WTH. HIAZ.

I want to swear. But I REN!!!!

Life sucks.
Bye for now. Maybe a long time. Maybe a short time. But bye for now.
On a television watching spree...

The Jap drama ended...how lonely!!!....wahhh, damn nice show...hiaz

And for the umpteen time, I caught parts of Braveheart on TV. A riveting show indeed, despite being the 930427392 time I watched it. It is like WOAH!

It seems Enya sang the theme song from Braveheart...currently trying to get it from a friend, who is fascinated by her.

Very hungry and tired now. Monday, today is monday, will be screwed, because of what I am doing now.

WTH.

My mind isn't functioning properly now. Darn. Shall stop writing.
The ambiguity of language is really troublesome. That's why, I feel, the most advance form of language is body language. Not some freak product of the human brain....I.E. ENGLISH. It is also why sex is better than love letters.....anytime man. ANYTIME.

The suckiness just reduced a bit. But the day, or rather the night is still long....waiting patiently for the show to begin.

Braveheart is on TV. AGAIN. It is a good show though.
Terrible, terrible. More terrible than terrible.

Feeling a little pissed off and inadequate now.

Oh, today is THE last episode of the Japanese drama on channel 8 at 11 pm. I hopw it will alleviate my spirits a little.

The whole world is crazy.

I am not sleeping tonight, tomorrow night and all the nights until the holidays end. Holidays are too precious to be wasted as sleep.

Can't time wait a bit? ARGH!

Saturday, June 12, 2004

Sunday. That means the second week of hols is ending. HOW SAD!

Was watching Greece take on Protugal last night with a splitting headache. Didn't last through the whole of the match, but the scoreline was expected from what I saw. AND IF YOU STILL DON'T KNOW, it is 2-1 to Greece. The host nation was constipated and looked like they just woke up or something while their opponents were by far the more energetic, more spirited and more willing side. Kudos to the GREEKS!

Jensen Button is getting too arrogant. That little pathetic soul has the nerve to criticize and compare himself with SCHUMI...amazing.

Still recovering from the excessive sun from yesterday. Really can die!

In the LIFE section of the STimes today, there is an interesting comic on Jack Neo's latest movie, THE BEST BET. BTW, Jack Neo is really going to be one heck of a rich man if he continues churning out such local hits. Although you cannpt compare the box office takings with Hollywood blockbusters, I doubt the profit margin would be any much lesser since the movies themselves which usually take place in Singapore are all rather low budget....BUT HE IS QUITE THE MAN!

Shall get down to studying today. Hiaz. And I still haven't touched my Biology. YET.

Burnt. Sunburnt. Having a headache and feeling ultra sleepy now.

Went back to RI to play soccer with my ex-classmates and the neighbouring class. The turn out wasn't fantastic, the weather terribly hot but I guess in the end, we had quite a bit of fun. Too bad my fitness wasn't there. Can't bearly last 5 minutes...so tired now...hiazz....

I need to do something about it...

Then, headed over to J8 for lunch...blew $5 on some black pepper hot plate beef. Sounds delicious, but the taste was ok, bordering on medicore...but foodcourt stuff never taste good anyway. Left the place still feeling hungry and even more tired....

Took the MRT back...the train ride was lovely. There were so many cute girls out on a Saturday afternoon. And the girls.....looked extraordinary cute....amazing....!!!

Tired....what a tiring day.

Friday, June 11, 2004

Caught an interesting drama on channel i just now. It's called Pasandea or something like that.

Hit it right home......hiazzz....

I wonder if she shed tears too? No, I don't think so.
Just did S2 mathematics. Not very satisfying though...I wasn't PLEASED enough by it....

Caught the Troy documentry. A very interesting watch, and next Monday, there is a special on Mussolini...WOAH...another interesting show...got to watch it...

According to the documentry, Troy really existed and so did wars between Troy and Greece but the other details like Paris, Helen and the Trojan horse might be just the fiction...hmm not to mention the greatest of them all, Achilles. They dug his supposedly grave only to find nothing....

I have a friend who is an absolute bastard. I wonder why do I still call him a friend....



The afternoon. Posted by Hello
Made a little discovery just now...haha, the contents ain't very publishable though...LOL.

Hmm, anyway bought more CHAO GUO TIAO for lunch. I think the Ghim Moh one tastes better....the ride out to the town central was terrible. The weather was bloody hot and I was in a daze. On two separate ocassions, I almost rode head on into a coming car. Talk about sigma bonding.....LOL...tmd. Yes, ALMOST DIE twice today. Never cycle while looking down...crap.

I wonder how many times can one nearly die in a day?

Thursday, June 10, 2004

Chemistry is really behaving like a bitch.....it is refusing to let me ENTER it...damn the bloody subject. I will just have to try even HARDER...LOL

Anyway, woke up at 10 am this morning due to a very late night conversation over the phone. Suffice to say, it was an utter waste of time since my friend would probably continue his wanking ways as we speak....HAHA. And I seriously don't know whether to believe him or not....highly amusing, but zero value.

Have to go get myself some lunch...hmmm. Today, I am afraid, is rather rotten.

Troy documentary at 9 pm and soccer tomorrow at 9 am. Exciting end and start....hmmmm.

I still have to study

MATHS tutorial 4 and S2
PHYSCIS Radioactivity + MCQs
BIOLOGY Rather sick of saying this, but find the notes and get started!
CHEMISTRY More revision is required

I want my 4As...and 3Ds. Whatever for, I don't know yet, but I just want them.

And if time permits, shall start revision on S paperS and other topics.

Right now, I feel sick. And I have decided to quit swearing all together.

BORRRIIINNNNNGGGGGG!
It is back.

I thought it through a bit. Just a bit, and the sinking feeling of uselessness and regret coming rushing....hiaz.

Wasted. But maybe I wasn't cut out to be. Trying would at least give some consolation and judgement. Maybe closure too?

Wouldn't ever get that though. Because, I didn't try at all? Or did I? Maybe.

It was only probably about 9 months? Couldn't take it...then what about the 4 years...

You stupid loseristic piece of thrash.
Just woke up from a long long nap. Yucks.

Did a rather interesting physics question. Took some thinking before I got it...haha. Had to actually take a mechanical pencil and paper to do working....PISSED. Sometimes, I am just amused at my intelllegence, or my lack of it rather. TMD.

THIS SUCK SUCK.

I should have taken the time down. HMMMM...But should be able to finish lar.

Wednesday, June 09, 2004

You know how far reaching the effects of the second law of thermodynamics....reading THE book has shown me how. The things these people conjucture out of thin air is really fantastic.

Anyway, realised that my songlist is currently filled with only English songs. That is quite weird. But it is mainly because English songs are easier to find on the web...haha

Econs students...heard of demand and supply? What about supply causing demand???

I am also going to write a book on impact swearing, which I hope would totally change the way governemnts, companies and even down to indivduals negotiate and interact with one another...

FANTASTIC! I am going to be a millionaire. I just need to start writing it.
Argh, a little of the terrible-ness from yesterday carried on into today...crappy. Let's hope it disappears real fast.

I am positive about to things. My right arm is not right. And the gastric might be coming back. BAH!!!!!

Currently, still trying to get the soccer match against 4D and the cycling trip with RI4C2002 settled. Why on earth did I shifted to this bloody bleeding shithole!!!!!!!!!!

Oh, and last night while watching TV, caught an advert for an interesting show. It is about Troy, tomorrow night 9 pm on Central. Actually, Central really do have some interesting shows from time to time...hmmm

..I can't think of a caption lar....dang! Posted by Hello

More plants... Posted by Hello

even more plants......tmd, as you can see, I am hopeless with captions....bloody hell! Posted by Hello

My mom's latest hobby....and mine too.... Posted by Hello
According to the contest at GameFaqs, which itself is a highly respected site devoted to gaming, FFVII is offically the best game ever made to date.

This is really wonderful news, isn't it?

A 1997 game that revitalised the entire genre of RPGs and since then, nothing has even come close to the standards set by the franchise. Simply awesome.

If you haven't played it before, you haven't lived life.

Still have very vivid memories of it. The great materia system, fantastic story, superb graphics (at that time) and just a totally indulging experience.

I noticed that I like to use 'just' a lot......hmmmm......
According to the contest at GameFaqs, which itself is a highly respected site devoted to gaming, FFVII is offically the best game ever made to date.

This is really wonderful news, isn't it?

A 1997 game that revitalised the entire genre of RPGs and since then, nothing has even come close to the standards set by the franchise. Simply awesome.

If you haven't played it before, you haven't lived life.

Still have very vivid memories of it. The great materia system, fantastic story, superb graphics (at that time) and just a totally indulging experience.

I noticed that I like to use 'just' a lot......hmmmm......
According to the contest at GameFaqs, which itself is a highly respected site devoted to gaming, FFVII is offically the best game ever made to date.

This is really wonderful news, isn't it?

A 1997 game that revitalised the entire genre of RPGs and since then, nothing has even come close to the standards set by the franchise. Simply awesome.

If you haven't played it before, you haven't lived life.

Still have very vivid memories of it. The great materia system, fantastic story, superb graphics (at that time) and just a totally indulging experience.

I noticed that I like to use 'just' a lot......hmmmm......
Today is terrible. TMD.

My right hand is useless too. Excessive wanking has its demerits.

Spot the lie?
I am running away from reality. I refuse to believe you.
Mugging form is terrible today. Wasted a lot of time on stupid careless mistakes....

ARGH!

Give me a kit kat!
I have been described as a love sick puppy. I find this highly amusing...haha...damn gay.

Today is really a bad day for work and a good day for slacking.

Still raining a bit......

Tuesday, June 08, 2004

Spend all your time waiting
for that second chance,
for a break that would make it okay.

There's always some reason
to feel not good enough,
and it's hard, at the end of the day.

I need some distraction,
Oh, beautiful release.
Memories seep from my veins.

Let me be empty,
Oh, and weightless,
And maybe I'll find some peace tonight.

CHORUS:
In the arms of the angel,
fly away from here,
from this dark, cold hotel room,
and the endlessness that you feel.

You are pulled from the wreckage,
Of your silent reverie.
You're in the arms of the angel,
may you find some comfort here.

So tired of the straight line,
and everywhere you turn,
there's vultures and thieves at your back.

The storm keeps on twisting.
Keep on building the lies
that you make up for all that you lack.

Don't make no difference,
escape one last time.
It's easier to believe in this sweet madness,
Oh, this glorious sadness,
that brings me to my knees.

REPEAT CHORUS

You're in the arms of the angel,
may you find some comfort here.

My friend told me this is an old song..hmm, had quite a tough time finding it. But really nice....a melancholic undertone there....
It really is a cold and wet day...hmmm. Just had a warm bath and am feeling kinda sleepy now..haha

Reached school at 9 am today for physics lesson. It wasn't too bad and then had lunch with some classmates at the Ghim Moh hawker centre, eating the famed CHAO GUO TIAO...hmmm, tastes ok, but nothing breathttaking about it.

Got home and set up the PerfectAire Revitaliseor. It works by adding some aroma essence into clear tap water then place on the cap, the motor sucks up water and then sort of ejects it out again and in the process causing the vaporisation, I suppose. Currently breathing in the supposedly scent of the Lavender Tea Tree...I wonder what are the benefits.....???

Hiding in the air-conditioned room feeling even more sleepy now...hmm.

Shall try and do some work today....

The real thing itself Posted by Hello

Got this from the Canon people.... Posted by Hello