Alamak.....

I am at a lost as to which university to apply to and what to study.

I can hardly believe that when the time comes to make that decision (should be now or in the very near future), I would probably be sitting in front of the computer surfing the internet. Then maybe I chance upon something I like, put it down and sign away probably the next 5 years of my life.

It is hardly the sort of circumstances that LIFE IMPACTING decisions are made. Somehow, I had the impression that such decisions would have lots of melancholy. 'Wahh..my childhood dream' or something to that effect... I didn't know it will be so emotionless...

Oh well, I think it is time to decide on my life...later dudes!

No, I think I will do that later, shall go watch TV first.

T_T

I seriously cannot tahan already!!!!

Feeling exceptionally screwed up today. Anyway, College Day was quite ok. I wasn't like extremely bored or had a bursting bladder or anything. So, I just sat there for approximately an hour or so, got a $20 book voucher (works out to be 5 bucks per A) and headed of to LAN.

I didn't want to go. I had to mug. But in the end, I have no idea why I went. Guess it is the lack of self discipline...oh well, isn't the first time such a thing happened anyway. But seriously, with 27, excluding today, more days to examinations, I should be studying.

ARGH.

My brother just crashed the car. Not a very bad crash. That bloody fool is so reckless, I am wondering how he got his license. Stored the photos of the crash inside my digital camera...will post if I have the time...haha.

Finished 'The Da Vinci Code' last night. The ending was....hmmm, not satisfying enough.
I am wondering why the book hasn't drawn flak from Christians. If you are one, read it and tell me.

I need something to jolt me up.

I have also decided to become a monk. I am dead serious. I read that if you reach enlightment, you can get into a stage of perpetual orgasm. Just imgaine that....and don't think sick.

Surprise surprise...

Irrelavant to the title, I am going to meet up with some friends before College Day for breakfast tomorrow. Sounds fun...!

Anyway, I just got back my term progress report and decided to compare it with the previous ones issued to me. I made a startling discovery. Despite consistently thinking that I suck at GP and accept the mean remarks my teacher(S) make, I am actually QUITE GOOD...haha I was amongst the top 12% and 11% in school but now...argh....293482423904820%.

Came to the only logical conclusion that I am far better off studying alone than being taught. Or maybe the papers have gotten tougher. In any case, my teacher still wants me to SEE her. Fanatastic. My friend was made to write an essay on why he failed. If she does something like that to me, I will flip.

But my GP teacher is really nice.

WCG (If you don't what it means, you ain't interested) is coming to Singapore next year! Wow! Certainly a positive step for the gaming industry in Singapore, which I hope to be a part of in the not so distant future....

And besides yet another person dying at Bishan MRT station, nothing of interest in the papers. The weather isn't interesting too. Dinner wasn't interesting. Hoping 'Numerical Solutions' would be interesting.

You get the idea don't you?

Stressed...I have learnt to let go!!!

Glad that I managed to help some of my friends find the motivation to study...=)

One of them even went all out to dismantle his computer!?!?! Talk about lacking in self-control eh...haha.

Today being a short day, I got home relatively early and still am unable to finish my stupid work. And I just got 2 more GP rewrites to do. This is terrible. I don't particularly like to have so much work...blah!

Chemistry practical was quite a disaster. I think the information in my head wasn't as forthcoming as I expected it to be. The worst thing is that the test was based on last year's A level....what a bad omen.

Feel really bu shuang in school these days. There isn't anything remotely interesting in my life right now, EXCEPT MUGGING STUFF. Maybe soon I will start posting interesting questions that I come across....LOL...

Sick of essays

Even though I am now absolutely sick of typing, just had to post to record this significant moment.

I have just completed in 1300+ word essay in 4 BLOODY hours.

I write like I know the whole darn topic while in fact I actually read up on it in 10 mintues.

So predicitably, I am pissed at having to hand in a piece of work that will make me look like an ABSOLUTE FRICKING fool and wasting some much time on it.

Great, now the markers/readers will have a mighty good time laughing at me. Bloody hell.

ARGH FUCK OFF!!!

Oh no.

A normal day, just so darn busy.

I have an essay waiting to be written and handed up by tomorrow. A pity that I don't have the slightest idea what the question is talking about! The is a chemistry practical test tomorrow too. Oh, on the line of practical tests, I did SURPRISINGLY well for today's physics one. Hahaha. Then, there is also revision.....B-U-S-Y.

Anyway, I happen to be in a crazy mood today. Usually, I am crazy, today, a bit more crazy. So, using my rather acidic tongue, I literally attacked a fellow student THE WHOLE DAY. Gosh, I am such a bastard. It can't be help sometimes actually. Some people just irk you so much....

Good news have been filtering to me on a more regular basis now...=)

And my school just set up a ken-do (Japanese stick fighting sport) club. I saw 2 members, the only 2 anyway, wielding their sticks around in board daylight. They were like goons fighting each other. BTW, if you are interested, these aliens were sighted at around 3 10 pm today at the field near the TS. Since they were not wearing any protective gear, I was hoping to see some blood or maybe serious injury...alas, I was not to be satisfied. Left the place feeling rather downcast due to the lack of a mishap and pondered what could have happened if I want forth to attack them with my own stick......OMG...hahaha.

Just for the record, I think the 2 goons are actually nice people deep down...REALLY DEEP DOWN...just that I have yet to discover a liking for them.

Time out

Went for the second university talk in about as many days. The two ang mohs were up to their antics again and it was rather enjoyable...lar.

I am running out of time...hiaz.

Watching amazing race now. Remember one of my previous posts about good food? I did mention caviar...and now, the teams are given ONE KILOGRAM of it to eat...haha. They are actually crying while eating the delicacy..highly hilarious.

Sometimes, I marvel at the stupidity of the teams. I can do much better!!!!

Mug mug mug...

I was going to scream out again that woman shouldn't be on the Amazing Race. But, because of UNIFAM (not sure about the spelling and don't care), which is a woman's right group in school (unbelievably, it's a CCA), I will just rant at nothing....

If I were in the race, and my partner was crying over caviar, REFUSING TO EAT, lying on the floor feeling sick...I will kill that bloody bugger. It isn't even cow penis or whatever shit that Fear Factor serves up! There is absolutely no reason to whine over eating fish eggs. I have zero tolerance for rubbish people who can't push themselves for a greater goal. Would definitely push the whole load of it down that idiot's throat...THEN eat another KG of it myself to show it is possible...then kill the bugger...

Wow! I knew girls shouldn't be on the race. Especially with a bastard like me around..=)

Famished...

I have decided that I want to be a monk or a priest.

But I don't want to have to eat vegetables only.

Was ACTUALLY entertaining the idea of buying my first music CD in 4205723745 years since I got boardband internet...but apparently, by sheer conicidence, my friend seems to have the songs I want. That saves me $20, which will go to charity...

Serious, charity. My charity.

I am so hungry now...

Wasting time leh!!!

Just before I go back to the phyiscal world (actually the world of physics would be more precise. Didn't want to sound muggish), I want to tell someone out there that you are missing the point.

The point is certain clubs in school are more equal than others. For the ignorant, my school has approved of several new clubs since the start of this year. I can't remember it being so easy to propose a new CCA. It is a god damn scam, a fraud a WHATEVER! Conspiracy would be the word. Not only has recent policy changes justify the existance of some unjustifiable club, it has pave the way for similar undertakings by other tribes (people who do such things are bastards and lowlifes). Soon enough, the whole school would be filled with nonsensical nonsense...

The retarded monkeys have won. I have nothing further to add. As of now, I will go around eating bananas just to fit in.

The world has gone soft and FLACCID.

Weirder than weird

My life is getting more unusual by the day! I am sick of saying that everything is weird, but it damn hell is! Let's just say today was no exception. A bit of good news and bad news.

I have currently 2 essays to write...which I consider both a good and bad thing. Was entertaining the thought of enlisting help from less lingiustically (am afriad that I consider all my friends horrible users of English) pals, but the reason why I was asked to write those essays was suppose to let people know me better.....the bad thing is one is due this Friday, the other, the next Friday. Argh!

*************** I have censored the bad news.

Onto neutral news, I received 2 pieces of rather shocking information. One is really inconsequential and stupid, so I shan't bother more than give it a cursory ponder. The other.....

I only remebered the cross-talk competition and the project. Exact expressions of the 2 sided relationship we had. At times, an immensely irritating person, whilst prefectly capable of being a great friend on other days. I don't wish to go on already.

Maybe that's the reason for the inexplicable saddness yesterday....please cherish today. Do whatever you want and do it. Don't regret.

The things you wouldn't know...

Today has been a really weird day. I cannot even begin to describe it. And somehow, I am feeling particularly sad....no idea why either.

It seems what I thought myself to be has been a lie I repeated consistently enough. The 4 page personality report has brought my character down to a scientific level...And to be honest, I am a stranger....to me.

Anyway, I am not going to stress myself any further tonight. I will just relax....and maybe get some work done if I have the mood.

[P.S. My new nick on MSN zx si liao siao liao hongkong liao is really a code inspired for the book. Try solving it.]

-_-

If you ain't, you shouldn't, because it will, and don't try.

If you can, you will, but shut up.

Huh ?!?!

A very cryptic post. Probably the work of the Da Vinci in me. =)

Interesting...

Every Sunday, at the back page of Life!, there will be a feature on the eating habits of some prominent person in Singapore.

Every Sunday, that prominent person (most probably ang moh) would love local fare...and I mean anything local.

Maybe censorship has become to strigent and the newspapers have to align food columns to show nationalistic sentiments.

But again every Sunday, the last meal that these people would like to have would be food from all round the world except hawker centres in Singapore, which I thought they loved.

Hmmm....

Anyway, this week's 'last meal' menu would be 'caviar like those served on SIA first class'. I have tasted it before and don't really find it THAT fantastic.

Weird people....

For my last meal, I would probably want a McDonald's (NOT MACDONALDS) value meal, up-sized please.

Post no. 1400

A stupid disgusting Saturday...

Currently reading 'The Da Vinici Code'. I think one of the reasons why it is so popular is that many historical (interesting) facts are interwoven with fiction into a compact and fast pace novel.

I never knew that the word 'HORNY' had its roots from an Egyptian god with horns...WOW!

If you don't have a copy, and really want to read it now, contact me.

===

We shouldn't keep ourselves locked in the glories of the past. I would like to think that I have gone pass that already.

Anyway, here is to a great night ahead....TMD!

I will be back..

Been addicted to CS recently. I have figured out that blogging will probably lessen my addiction.

It has been proven scientifically that if drug addicts talk about their problem (addiction), they tend to be able to control it better. That is what I am doing now...

I am addicted to CS. I am addicted to CS...*repeat 10 times*

ahhh....I feel much better now.

****

It's the feeling of eureka-ness. I was doing the fluids topic just now...and have just figured out two very weird chemistry questions. Boy am I sleepy.

Hiaz...

Yesterday, something happened which totally destroyed me. For the past 2 or 3 weeks, I have been in a rather good mood. But....

Having said that, unless anything extremely interesting crops up (don't expect long posts anymore), I would be halting my blogging (which have been very regular for the past year) for an undetermined amount of time.

It is with much regrets that I take this course of action.

Until the next time I scribble, bye. 

84572921 shits

I spent 3908209820 hours downloading 239482323 MB of add-ons for 'steam', restarted my computer another 9234082942 times and played for 2 hours.

36 more days to prelim exams. WAKE UP!!!

hiaz.

A day of foolishness

I feel more foolish than usual today. Argh.
 
The school website has perpetually misspell my name. This is the third time. I have given up all hope on the Computer Club members. 
 
Anyway, predicting a very busy day ahead...bye!
 
 

Like I said, don't hold on.
 
Just let it go....

I am shocked, hungry, a bit pissed and very tired. But most of all, amused by the things happening.
 
BTW, I have abstained from instant noodles from a few weeks already and once my wrist hurts no more, I shall start exercising.
 
Until then, the TV would be my companion.

Holding on to? TC?

It has been brought to my attention that the moniker 'tandoori chick', which I have been using for several weeks contain a degrading meaning to it.

My friend, informed by his cousin (holder of a degree in English literature and threater studies) told me that 'tandoori' meaning Indian and 'chick' meaning woman literally translates to Indian woman.

As a strong advocate of racial harmony (I live in a land with meritocracy as one of the founding principles besides nepotism =p), I have to dispell any preconceived notions that you have of me as a result of this unfortunate incident. I DIDN'T think of 'tandoori chick' as a subsitute for 'Indian woman'. In fact, I was really thinking about the dish...no other meaning.

Having said that, I will resist any attempts at trying to make me remove or change the term 'tandoori chick'. One have to insist on certain princples, am I not right? =)

The most pressing issue here is not whether I change my nick anyway. Now, what would be an Indian man called?

tandoori cock? Wow. Now, THIS IS SOMETHING TO COMPLAIN ABOUT....lol.

Cookie monster

My mum baked more cookies. This batch taste better. The chocolate taste (mixed with butter) is detectable! Weird thing is by VISUAL INSPECTION, I don't see as many chocolate chips....hmmm.

Took a nap. Had to, very much against my wishes. ARGH!

Dead beat

I am having a terrible headache probably due to lack of sleep and the hot weather.

School was normal. Overly normal. I did receive my biology paper, but that is nothing to write about. Probably had more fun in the 1 hour 20 mins of PE (floorball) then all the rest of the day combined together.

'Burning flames II' have been shifted to the 10 45 pm slot. That means I have to lose more sleep. And my studying schedule would be severly disrupted! ARGH! Worse still, Amazing Race 5 is on at the same time slot on Wednesday.....I hate MediaWorks!

Geeze...really drowsy now. Shall go check out the TV listings before hitting the books...bye!

Almost forgot, I have the much touted 'The Da Vinci Code' by Dan Brown in my possession, lying arcoss the table. Thanks to a very good friend, would be able to find out just how good it is.

Shouldn't disappoint from what I have heard. But somehow, I am not excited by it. WEIRD!

Ah-ha!

I knew it! The retarded monkey spoke right on cue about the exact subject I was expecting it (him but somehow 'it' sounds better and more correct =p) to comment about. Even took the same stance....haha

It really doesn't take much to figure out retarded monkeys.

BTW, some school teachers are trying to suck up to THE retarded monkey. I find this revolting. Yuuuucccks!

Gosh, Sunday is passing by pretty fast too.

[This template is so common. I have surfed upon 3 others just now.]

Midday news

Mum made soya bean milk. It was ok.
 
Lunch was terrible.
 
I am bored.

Copyright-ed

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Hiaz. Life is so difficult.
 
Credits: Inspiration is from a Canon advertisement
 

Sunday

There is an article about blogging in the Life! section today. The #1 blog that Singaporean read is an NC-16 blog. I gave that rating myself...hahaha.
 
Woke up at 8 am today. I can hardly believe that too.
 
Feeling a bit sicken today. ARGH!
 
If you haven't realised, after the long National Day holiday which would start from 6th Aug (self declared) to the 10th, I will find myself living under the 3rd Prime Minister of Singapore. It is the 3rd right? Anyway, it is times like these that you wonder whether the ISA would come calling...
 
Much to my chargin, a certain person in school will probably be clapping like a retarded monkey and smiling away. He probably thinks that he is some tian zi (Son of heaven) and would go on to SERVE his own selfish needs under the pretext of severing the nation.
 
A liar. The moment that happens, asta la vista babv.

Gays.

Not the sexual type, rather those people that you really wanna punch (most of the time).

Gays are people who try too hard, talk too much and act cute, regardless of sexual orientation. And worst of all, they think they are so damn zai. Hey, calling all gays!! PLEASE REALISE THAT YOU SUCK...!!!

Are you a GAY?

7 45 pm already! Saturday is going to pass real fast!! Do catch 'A
simple life' at 10 pm later. It has (amazingly) 3.5 stars out of 5 from
the Life! TV review. I am still wondering if it is 'A simple life' or
'The simple life'.

TMD TMD TMD TMD TMD. Another of Blogger's latest function.

I am so pissed off with the numerous gays in my life. Go to hell man, argh!

Hungry!

Homebaked cookies 
 
My mum baked some chocolate chip & nuts cookies! Hmmm, they taste too nutty. I can't detect the chocolate!!! What a bumper!
 
Just got home from the MOE tea session. It was a highly entertaining experience. Wow! The speakers used various styles to engage the audience and I have to say they did a fine job. For once, I was listening. =)
 
The many HOT girls around didn't distract me much....haha
 
Shall go try get Bitorrent to work with my LINKSYS wireless access point again. TaeGuKgi is too good a show to just watch once.

Water tank II 
 
Hahaha, my mum bought be a new water bottle to replace WATER TANK. But ever since I got WATER TANK, I have been drinking around 2 litres of H2O a day. So, its 400+ ml wouldn't be very sufficient. It comes from Japan and costs $7.90 at TANGS. Such a price tag would permit me to expect no leakages.....
 
Or else.....BTW, anyone knows what 'Giken' means?

Huh?

If you look real carefully at the previous post, there are some formatting errors. I wonder why....hmmm

BTW, I am off to study chemistry now. The list that I made, it wasn't about showing off Blogger's new functions. It IS my 'Things to do today' list. Hahaha.

Ok, that was serious a joke. But yeah, I am going now.

TMD lar, Blogger is acting very weird today. The formating is going
haywire. Remember the post about how things get complicated when they
become more advanced? I sound almost prophetic man!

I hear young girls screaming from the living room, I need to go check it out! BYE!

[The writer just edited the formatting again and as getting quite pissed with Blogger for stealing his mugging time]

Temptations

My friend is now trying desperately to lure me to go play LAN after the
MOE talk. ARGH! This is terrible. I must stand firm!!

Blogger has just come up with a real snazzy interface which reminds me of Microsoft Words. Now I can like change colours within 3 clicks of the mouse! Really fantastic! I also can make a list as easy as ABC of what I have to do today like...

1. Mug chemistry
2. Mug Physics
3. Mug Biology

When will Blogger decide to charge cheapskate normal users like me? That will be the day I stop using Blogger btw...HAHA

Anyway, was reading the newspapers and came across an article about
'Why isn't there women in F1?' I have never thought of that question
before....haha, no comments since a wrong move will cause an uprising
in 50% of the global population.

After a few days/weeks of ren-ing, I broken my vow last night. ARGH!<>
Don't think dirty, I didn't wank or surf pornography. But the sin is
almost as great as doing that. MIGHT BE EVEN GREATER....LOL!

Time really flies when I am blogging. Latest news in, Jurong lake (just
some still water breeding mosquitos), that piece of wasteland west of
my house is going to be revamped into a chic place. It seems
civilisation has just started to move in. Right now, I still can't
forgive my parents for shifting here.

Exciting day ahead.

Terrorized

Sad to say, in this time and age, my thinking is far to conservative. Unlike my friends , one of whom is going to sing in a GAY bar today, I can't really take gays.

Just my luck that I am being BUGGED by a bloody 18 year old gay day in day out on MSN. This is so sickening.

Anyway, I spent the last 2.5 hours on physics. It wasn't very productive to say the least.

I shall go read something more interesting now.

I wonder how much should you let your friends take advantage of you before you call it quits? Would true friend even take advantage of you in the first place? But the age old question of whether true friends exist would then pop out.

I have given up thinking about that. If you have the answer, tell me. Otherwise, I breesch you to stop thinking.

Home sweet home

Wow! I am home already at such an early hour. Quite amazing!

It was pouring when I woke up at 6 45 am this morning. Thinking that flag assembly would be cancelled, I took my own time to wash up and get ready for school. Thank goddness I didn't take too long a time. After travelling about 1 km from home, the rain suddenly STOPPED. And it wasn't even raining in school. Sort of a localised thunderstorm...It did rain after assembly though.

Then on the way home, I pressed '22' in the lift. Thinking that it was faulty, I wasn't bothered when the button didn't light up. Besides, the lift started moving. At the 7th floor, a woman walked in. The display showed that the lift was about to go back down! THEN I REALISED WHAT HAPPENED. That faggy woman must have called for the lift from the 7th floor as I got in! Using my superb reaction skills, I beat her to the lift console and RAMMED the '22'. This time it lighted up! And so the poor woman had to follow me all the way up to the 22nd floor. LOL!

I was wondering why she didn't want to exit at some other floor at take the other lift. Was also quite afraid that she might press ALL the buttons from 7th to 22nd just to take revenge on me....

Alice in Wonderland

It is an extremely profound book. I was introduced to it about 1 year and 4 months ago.

I didn't have much of a fairy tale childhood.

Mindless

I would like a bar of Hershey's chocolate (peferably Cookies & Cream flavour) and some focus+concentration+urgency.

How much does it cost?

Forget about reading the papers today AGAIN. I am just not in the mood.

Brotherhood

I am glad that I caught the show on its opening day. It was well worth the $ spent. An epic story to say there least, which managed to bring the audience through a whole spectrum of emotions.

I tried to be brought along by the plot too, and failed. That is not to say the script isn't powerful enough. I am just emotionally voided.

Really a blockbuster and despite some unrealistic scenes, I strongly recommend you to watch it! War is horrible, being a soldier fighting a war is worse. OMG.

On the way home, I got to cycle back in the dark. I love to cycle alone home because it gives me a sense of serenity. I thought about many things and came to a conclusion that I am just a disillusioned soul. Years on, I might probably look back and laugh. That is provided I manage to escape the system by then.

Sometimes, the things that happen carry a deeper meaning. Spilt second decisions often contain the essence of fate. And fate is a term for the weak.

HUH? What the hell am I talking about? I need to go and mug!

P(X>Friends)=y?

I am in an Amazing Race HIGH now.

Currently thinking of who I would bring along (from my circle of friends) if I could join the race. Hmmmm, it really is a tough decision!

Maybe I want to, yet I don't. Maybe you want to, yet you don't.

Certainly a confusing world out there. In comparision, mitosis and meiosis looks so much simpler.

I will just hang around for a while longer.

One up for the moralist?

OC has been slapped with a PG rating. Not sure if this just happened or is it for a particular episode only. In any case, it is an immoral and unrealistic show.

Amazing Race 5 just ended to. My opinion is that teams shouldn't try and save money. I would rather go hungry than take a bus instead of a taxi. It is a race against time! And for christ sake, everyone should try and stop acting like a nice guy/girl since it is a DAMN RACE. The first team that tried to do so was eliminated last week. Competitions ain't mean to be friendly and you would just be disadvantaging yourself if you try to do so....

Desmond Morris do support my stand. Go read up on your GP...haha.

Tomorrow will be very exciting. Happy too, I hope.

Hitman chick

I am a hitman for hire. I only need the name, class, school and photo of the intended victim.

Please enclose together with your request US$20. I only accept greenbacks.

Sleepy head

I have been drifting in and out of sleep since the afternoon. Not to sure why I am so tired, but what I am sure of is it doesn't make effective studying.

Anyway, the school is a champion at wasting resources. I can think of a million ways to save some money, but it is pointless since I am not in a POWER POSITION. The people (useless bums, student leaders included) in those positions are busy garnering glory for themselves by doing BIG THINGS. I need a break for such people.

My Dad cut out an article for me from yesterday's edition of TODAY. It is about the education system here, written from the point of view of an 18 year old student. Read it.

Suppose to attend College Day on the 31st. To CLAP and WATCH people receive prizes. I was going to rant on, but decided not to.

Now back to Ionic Equilibrium and my TV.

War junkie

Was wondering between King Arthur and Taegukgi (Brotherhood). After a persuasive review in Life!, I have decided to go for the latter tomorrow when it opens.

To do that, I would have to study (MUG MUG MUG) a lot today to lessen the sinful 140 minutes spent tomorrow. And it is already 3 10 pm, I have did nothing since school ended at 1 10 pm. 2hrs of ARGH!

People would ask me whether I am a war junkie. I wouldn't bother to answer them. They simply don't understand. No one gets left behind.

TFID

The system is unjust, blind (not myopic, worse than that) and just plain disgusting. System, meaning all the systems I am under right now which ranges from etc etc etc....to etc etc etc. Sorry, part of the system is censorship.

ARGH! If such thrash can make news, where has all the meritocracy gone to? HO-LAN LIAO, as some would put it.

It is a balant and outrageous lie.

Recently, things have been going real bad for me. Hiaz. Anyway, it has been 2 days since I last read the papers, shall go read them later.

The only thing worth looking forward to is Burning Flames II at 7 pm and Amazing Race 5 at 10 pm.

I ate YANG CHOU fried rice at Ghim Moh today with my east-living friends. The dish seems to have gotten a wee bit better. And my wretch SE handphone battery went flat, resulting is my Dad having to hunt the hawker centre for me.

The west of Singapore is like a wasteland. I hate this place. ARGH!

I am too unhappy to continue any further, so until tonight, bye!

Don't worry, be happy!

I must be the HAPPIEST bugger around. As far as I can see, it's darn true.

Yes, I am so damn happy!

If you are happier than me, or if you think you are, then fuck you.

Good and cheap food!

I was complaining to some friends that there can't seem to be good and cheap food.

THEN, I saw the tralier for a new Channel U show just now. It is a chinese variety show evey Sunday which introduces good food for $2. HAHAHA. Suits my budget perfectly!!! I am going to watch all the episodes and jot down the places that sell good and cheap food!!!!

Yi wan ge wei she me?

Which literally translated will get you '10 000 reasons why?'

I lost to almost everyone for physics and to people I don't usually lose to. From a score of 87 in CT 1 to 78 in CT 2, a drop of NINE WHOLE MARKS with more time to study, it is unbelievable. Some self-relfection is in order.

Hmmm, I am wondering how should I study more effectively. It seriously don't make sense for my grades to drop when I am free from CCA commitments... ... ...ARGH!

BTW, I always knew my English was very weak, especially in spelling. I suspect that I am dyslexic. Conicidentally, geniuses are usually dyslexic too. But that is besides the point. A large number of students from the PREMIER college in Singapore spelt 'separate' as 'seperate'. Shocking. I had to double check with dictionaty.com before daring to post.

School was very long today. I ended at 4 50 pm due to extra chemistry lessons. A tiring day indeed.

H-I-A-Z.

Something to add. The way I converse is highly unique and not very universally tolerated. Quite understandable if you know me in person. =)

Bye, have to get some important stuff done.

Seriously, I don't like 78.

I have no idea why I am here. ARGH!

The number of times I have to say 'serious' in a conversation is proof of how seriously people usually take me.

Everything is swirling in my mind now. I am feeling HIGHLY unsettled. WTH.

NOW I KNOW WHY I WANT TO BE HERE.

I am absolutely fuming right now. Remember, a couple of days back, I wanted to decapitate the Physics CT 2 paper. I got the marks back today. HIGHLY DISSING. A pity that the teacher took it back. No matter, when I lay my hands on it, which is tomorrow......

BLOODY SHIT. Pardon me. Be prepared for the MOST explicit decapitation.

Coding

People should change their HTML codes on their blogs. I am sick of new windows popping up when I click on links because Mozilla Firefox allows for tab browsing (unlike IE)!

Such a fantastic feature, yet so highly under-utilised. BTW, there are many great freewares out there which can rival commerical applications. Do take time to share for these gems.

And my water bottle, henceforth, is known as the WATER TANK due to its insane capacity.

The sun is very bright today. It was raining like nobody's business just now.

Win-win situations

My appetite has been WETTED by several exciting prospects. It would not be an idea time for such esctasy but what the heck!

Games to be bought in the NEAR future.

1. FFXII
2. Tales Of Symphonia
3. Ace Combat 5: The Unsung War

I have a very warped sense of the word 'near'. 2005 actually isn't THAT near.

I took a nap just now and my rather glad that my previous discomforts have seem to almost disappear. Thank god! Operation Tandoori Power aka OTP has to go on, no matter rain or shine!!!

Going to have live prawns for dinner. Wow! Sad to say though, I don't rank my Mum's cooking very highly. Hiaz. 18 years of home cooked food have certainly lowered my standards. I need GOOD FOOD lar. WTH.

And always strive for win-win situations.

The Unsung War

Just viewed the official trailer for ACE COMABT 5. It looks real good. Hoping that the game would incorporate a stronger element of storytelling than the previous installment.

The recent late nights have taken its toll. I am feeling a bit sick right now. ARGH!

And the future is indeed depressing as confirmed by GP lesson today.

Nothing much happened. Lessons felt terribly long today though and I need to catch up on some sleep.

Just to add that PE was fun today.

Oh and my memory is getting worse now. I thought I left my handphone in the car when it is on my table....When the last bell struck, I went out of classroom 3-1, walked til the staircase near the library, only to double back to find my water bottle. Backed in 3-1, I found that my water bottle was in my bag.

Argh!

Sick of wining?

Schumacher, check it out here has just won his 10th race this season, out of a total possibility of 11. This is really amazing. But once again, it seems to me that team strategy had a major part in the victory?

Currently reading 'Holding the Zero' by Gerald Seymour. It is highly similiar to the movie 'Enemy at the gates'. The story also revolves around two snipers out to kill each other, but of course they add in the melodrama and the heroic stuff.

Oh, the recent adverstisements for the Olympics with those inspiring statements are really worth a watch. You do get goosebumps after an overdose though. The strongest muscle is the heart. Good, but yucky. Brrrr.

English television has plunged to new lows since Masters of the Sea and VR Man. I recently heard the words 'bastard' and 'horny' on Channel 5. I certainly don't approve of such language on national TV.

I sound damn boring.

My wanderings

My boredom exceeded the limit in the afternoon and I got dressed and rushed out.

Was cycling aimlessly until somehow I reached Jurong East MRT. So, I decided to take a train without any final destination in mind. Boarded the first train that came (North-South line) and soon found myself near orchard with nothing to do. After a few sms, some of my friends came down to LAN at Paradiz Centre. AGAIN.

Had to wait for almost an hour before they came though. I checked out the basement of PS. The food sold there are all the Old Chang Kee style fried fisballs, sotong and carrot cake etc etc. There was also a Japanese outlet selling those octupus balls and stuff, but I didn't want to be number 37023723732 in the queue.

Then went back in history to 1942 to do battle with Allied and Axis soldiers. The three hours set me back by $7.80. But it was good to do something mindless for a while. Really brings down the stress level.

After gaming, we went to the Long John Silver outlet at Macdonald House. LJS was never one of the fast food chains that I frequent. Although I do like their food, I have a very bad impression of their service. My LJS Combo 1 meal turned out to be the smallest serving of chicken I have even seen. The price also mysteriously rose from $3.60 to $3.90. Cannot be bothered to ask since I was already half expecting them to screw up SOMEHOW. The worst thing was I saw a fricking cockroach in the restuarant. This is REALLY DISGUSTING!!!

The after-dinner conversation centred around what the future ahead would be like. To be honest, it was kind of dark and gloomy. Depressing would be the correct word. But then again, I enjoyed the conversation a lot.

And now, I am back home, still without a shower. ARGH!

Weird day

Today is damn weird.

The weather is weird.

People are talking weird and about weird stuff.

I am feeling weirdly vexed over nothing, apparently.

Time is passing very slowly today, which is weird.

I think it is the side effects of being cooped up in the house for too long. Ever since I got home at 5 pm on Friday, I have not set foot out. That makes it around 45 hours of confinement.

My brother is out somewhere having TIM SUM buffet. I couldn't even finish my bowl of pork congee. I feel sick. ARGH!

GS vs FS

Glutton Square has been a resounding success. Every night 12 000 people visit the place! The Sunday Times carries an article about GS today althought I haven't read it yet. One of the bad things about the paper is there are only 2 main sections and they are hogged by other members of my family now. Dang!

So what is the BIG difference between GS and FS. Certainly worth considering if you like to make money. Rent is up from $40 to $7500 and each night the take-home is around $3000-$4000. I should have set up a stall man!

Location, that is what I think.

For now, I will steer clear of the area. The HUGE crowds are a turn off.

Sex sells

Just had supper (instant noodles) and watched 'The Simple Life'. It is a great show. Hahaha. A senseless show. But a great show nonetheless

The United States of America is TOTALLY unbelievable. My GP teacher was right. They are total morons. Go update yourself on the Iraq invasion issue. ARGH!

And the Mercedes Benz advertisement about life starting when you are old. A very interesting thought indeed.

Nothing else worth mentioning about today. Except maybe I haven't shower YET. And there is a Korean show on channel 8 in 10 minutes. Showering time will have to be reduced...LOL

1 2 3 4 5.

o_0

Have you ever read stuff that make you go

'This person is a fucking moron. How spastic and stupid can you get? Please go fuck a wall.'

I can't post what 'stuff' I read because that will set me in direct conflict with probably 25% of the global population. Minimum!

Blue, indigo or purple cow?

After bumming around the house doing nothing, I went online only to be given this website. Do have a look at the piece entitled 'I saw a purple cow'.

The title, in my opinion, is a misnomer. My untrained eyes sees the cow as blue, maybe some purple streaking, but predominately blue.

I have got my friend to email the artist.

On a totally different note, if you had to assault someone, what sort of weapon would you choose? I ran through the options available, and baseball bat wasn't one of them due to its unavailability. The only people I know who own a baseball bat (softball bat actually) are the softballers in school.

Hmmmm.

But someone did use a basball bat to beat someone up. The newspapers reported it.

KO-ed

I don't know what happen last night and cannot remember falling asleep.

Terrible.

I need to remind myself to get the Biology tutorials and answers from my friend.

I have been very forgetful of late. Juat yesterday, I left my water bottle at school and my spectacles at Ulu Pandan CC. The day before, I lost my water bottle SOMEWHERE. This is really bad. Something is wrong with my brain.

TMD. 48. Go now please.

Biology

I had a switch in Biology teachers. I think my previous teacher got sacked. Haven't seen her around in a long long time. Hiaz.

And I need better notes. I remember having a stack of HCJC notes (which are better than my present set) somewhere. But 'where' is the fricking million dollar question.

I got a feeling they are at Pasir Ris. I don't normally throw notes away.

Can anyhow draft me a nice answer on 'How does the structure of starch, glycogen, cellulose, triglycerol and phospolipid relate to their function'.

I got a feeling in my bones that the question is going to come out.

SERIOUS.

Pain on Day 49

I am in pain. ARGH.

And missed the first 10 minutes of my show again! That is it man! I am going to set a recurrent alarm on my SE handphone to 6 50 pm. Nokia users shouldn't have that function, I think.

I cannot afford to miss it anymore.

I am staring down at my Biology 'Water' notes now, wondering when I would start studying. This is terrible. I am getting whiny.

Nothing interesting has happened lately. Because school takes up most of my day.

Beware over-friendly strangers.

Sustained multiple abrasions while playing soccer with my classmates. How careless of me....argh.

And my left wrist is hurting more badly than ever. But, the time spent playing was well worth it. However, I must vow never to play again until I learnt how to be more careful!!! Ok, I lied. I just want to mug more lar.

Anyway, during the game, an overly enthusiastic 20+ year old chinese male joined us. He was so excited and happy to be playing. We came to a conclusion that he is either a senior who came back to visit teachers or is a GAY. I am more inclined to believe in the latter option.

And lunch was great. Owning to the long queues in the school canteen, we decided to have lunch at Ghim Moh hawker centre. I ordered Yang Chow Fried Rice from the stall that sells beef kuay teow.

At $3 per plate, it was a bit expensive if you compare to what my friend got with his $2 - a bigger plate of fried rice and 1 sunny-side-up egg. It was good though. The rice was well coated with oil and the individual grains were not overly mushy. It would have been MUCH better if I had Chin Chow Chilli Oil to go with it. But the green chilli did make the dish tastier.

Good option if you have never tried it before.

The queue for Ghim Moh char kuay teow was atrociously long.

Soccer tomorrow

Once again, my class is trying to tempt me to play soccer after the last lesson (12 30 pm HAHAHA).

They have succeeded.

ARGH! Damn bastard! I need to mug. I just played on Wednesday. They cannot do this to me!!! But, I am still going to play. This is terrible.

Prelims will start in 8 weeks time or LESS!

Going overseas

I am surrounded by brilliant people. Everyone seems hell bent on going abroad to further their studies with scholarships. I wonder why?

Another thing I wonder is how many would be disappointed.

The world is too fickle for us to hope too much and think too far.

Just enjoy the day.

Rainy day

Today's weather is horrible.

Anyway, just finished the novel 'A line in the sand' by Gerald Seymour. Got home at 3 50 pm. giving PE a miss. I tried to scan in the class photos, but the quality was quite poor. Photographing them digitally didn't make it any better. Wondering if I should blame the scanner, the camera or myself. Hmmmmm....

Not very tired today, which is a very good thing. But for some reason, my left wrist is hurting pretty badly. Might be some scary bone disease.

Shall go get some work and mugging done before the 7 pm show.

Mozilla Firefox

With all the recent security problems (my IE browser has been hijacked) with IE and the promise of fasting and cleaner surfing, I decided to switch allegience to Mozilla.

Their latest broswer really is quite fantastic. It automatically killed the popups and blocked the site that was previously hijacking my IE. Tab browsing is also available, making the viewing of multiple websites a breeze.

Stuff seems to load faster too as compared to IE!

[Deleted due to vigorous objections to obscene content]

Get it NOW! You wouldn't have regrets, I promise. The demise of Bill Gates is in sight.

Wow!!!

Amazing race 5 started off with a bang! It was and still is my favourite reality TV show thrashing replusive Fear Factor, disgusting Extreme Makeover, boring Survivor and immoral Bachelor.

The list goes on, but I, as usual, can't be bothered man.

Anyway, the show has become tricker so to win, you gotta be either luckier or more shrewd. Hmmm, makes for an interesting watch since the first pair there might not always get the advantage.

The competing teams look more stupid than usual though and there isn't a yandao pair like in previous seasons. Weird. Still haven't decided on which team I should support because they all look like morons.

Interesting...

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I was mucking around, being a peeping tom and reading up on people's lives.

If I had the chance to do JC all over again, I would do exactly the same thing except better.

I would have study S papers more seriously.
I would have try to tahan fencing longer.
I would have been nicer to you.
I would have stayed in Pasir Ris.
I would have not joined YFC.
I would have spent more time with my good friends.
I would have been more of a bastard to some other people.

There are probably many many more would haves but I don't feeling like writing.

What tense is 'would have'? Past perfect? Future perfect? Whatever it is, it ain't the present tense.

Operation Tandoori Power

The plan in place. 

Except for a few minor details, the core part of Operation: TP has been set and can be activated tomorrow. The S paper section would be done up later.

Right now, the headache is getting worse. Argh!

Life like this

Read storybook. Slept. Woke up late for the show. Ate dinner.

The same old routine. Argh!

Something is different today though, I have a splitting headache and there is Amazing Race 5 later at 10 pm.

Now, to unleash and achieve personal greatness (was reading that book while others had Biology lecture). I present to you OPERATION TANDOORI POWER...

It is a series of structured plans, which I am going to get down to write up NOW and the offical starting date would be tomorrow. I hope.

Greece vs Ghim Moh sec

I rewrote this so many times. I just don't what to put down. It would have been much easier if we had won our last match....

I just deleted everything for the third time.

I felt this was the best that I have played in a long time and losing to a team who had a player spoiling for a fight after sucessive victories just sucks. Worse still, I was on the receiving end of a very hard tackle with left me with cuts on my palm and elbow.

I played for time waiting to exact revenge on that bastard. But the header denied me any chance of getting it. I could have murdered that guy there on the basketball court. I am imagining what I would have done to him. Alas, it can't be realised. I lost my face, my ego, my pride and my water bottle.

What the fuck.

I have to admit that we were the weaker team, but that doesn't mean we SHOULD lose. Because, who wanted it more would have won. Though we defended crazily and never attacked, they couldn't score too and the game was open.

But, we didn't want to win.

And I didn't want it bad enough. Fuck.

Sleeping patterns

Blog surfing is hazardous. You might read stuff you don't like. I have warned you already.

I am really sian diao man. I should go mug more.

I recently feel very lethargic. Have been taking late afternoon naps. I would always read a novel until around 5 pm then sleep until 7 10 pm. Terrible because I end up missing my favourite show - the 7 pm drama on channel U with all the cuties.

I expect this to change with the starting of school and my ACTION PLAN, codename OPERATION TANDOORI POWER. More details after I finalise it.

Have to wake up early to get to school myself tomorrow. If I had a choice, I wouldn't since Biology will take up half the day.

School

First day of school was spent listening to teachers freaking us out about how near the prelims and A levels are.

In about 6 weeks, the first practical paper will start. I think it is time to panic.

Got back my chemistry paper too. Not very pleased with it. YUCKS!!! Could have done better and shouldn't allow myself to be satisified. GRRRR....

I need to repay my sleep debt.

Time HAS to slow down. There are so many things I would like to do.

And once again, I have been proven right that happiness and saddness cannot be shared.

22 hours

This is too frightfully fast for me. Time has to slow down, somehow.

A couple of million years ago, each day only at 22 hours. Terrible, ain't it?

Borrowed 2 more books for the library by Gerald Seymour. There weren't any comics left for me and I discovered the basement of the library houses the children's section.

Good. Now, I need the library to collapse so that all the brats would be buried and quit making noise.

Singaporeans cannot FUCKING using a library properly.

Time has to slow down.

Classical music

In a, what I believe to be an ultimately futile attempt, to be cultured, I have taken to the Moscow Symphony Orchestra.

Unless you are able to find their pieces on the internet or CD, the next best option would be to buy Koei's 'Romance of the Three Kingdoms IX' on PS2 at $10 at your nearby pirated shop.

The game is created specifically for strategy fanatics. But it does seem quite decent. And the music is done by the aforesaid orchestra.

Or you might consider going to Russia via Valuair.

Who dares wins

Was talking with a friend about betting on Euro 2004.

Btw, I don't think that betting is a vice. That is if you do it within your limits.

But smoking definitely is.

The dominating prancing horse

Simply fantastic. Schumacher and Ferrari just took French Grand Prix. HAHAHA!

Very happy with the result. But sometimes, I wonder how much of it is due to the skill of the driver and the planning by the team.

It is a complicated world out there. Still, I am inclined to believe thsat Schumacher is the BEST driver out there no matter the car.

In denial

I cannot believe that such high standards have already been set. But still, I relish the challenge. Now, if only the courage will come to be to step out, and take MY LIFE into my own hands.

It is sadly ironic that OUR lives are usually the thing most out of control.

I can see myself drifting further away from my destiny. But, in the end, it will just be one more regret to the pile.

Listening to Aeris theme.

Troubles

Picasa is giving me a BIG HEADACHE since it hangs everytime I start it up. Might be time for a new computer, although I don't feel like getting one yet.

Getting into a lot of trouble with authorities these days.

SCREW PICASA. ARGH!

Just to add on, rechargeable batteries usually have a fixed time limit for charging. Please adhere to it strictly to ensure maximum performance. My SANYO Ni-MH AA batteries take 10 hours per charge. Do check yours out.

I was appalled by my friend's indiscriminate charging. YUCKS.

Serious, serious, b-twotw. Here we go again. Different aim, same method.
This is my KEY.

Homemade soya bean

miko! 

I was shopping for BBQ stuff at Clementi NTUC (yes, I am there again.) when I spotted this bottle of soya bean milk going for $1.90. Initally thought that it was the soft drink Qoo, but turned out to be miko instead. The Japanese really do make their products look very attractive. So, the normally stingy me HAD to buy it. The drink itself was pretty ok, maybe too sweet. The price too steep, but the bottle looks very cute. HAHA.

Just for the record, it is made in Malaysia.

Realised that packaging is an important aspect of marketing. Budding businessmen should visit the following site to SKYROCKET their startups.

Tutorials

I am still at pork's house. His computer is quite powerful. Just that it has to be keep cool by removing the casing and directing a fan (full blast) at it. I think the reason it consistently hangs (without the fan), might be due to the usage of a 250W PSU. He is running an AMD system which sucks A LOT of power.

After a late night, I am still about groggy.

But I figured this out while trying to do work...HOW FUN!

Math tutorials are selected, interesting TYS questions
Physics tutorials are just all the TYS questions
Chemistry tutorials are about copying the notes and doing disguised TYS questions
Biology tutorials....not too sure since I haven't done them in ages.

Blah blah blah....

Sleeping over at the sty.

For the third consecutive day, I am out having fun. Thrusday and Friday was blown with my school friends lanning and playing/watching soccer.

Saturday WAS supposed to be a mugging day....kenna pysched up by my friend who has been clearing up backlot homework. However, my ex-schoolmate ring me up and now I am staying over at his place after playing pool.

His name is pork or porko or porky or pork leg. Whichever and whatever. And yes, he is a pig.

Then, there is the class party tomorrow....argh.

Maths tutorial S4 is terribly difficult to understand. ARGH!

The fugitive

I received the message on my handphone. 'Ok...Usual court'. Within minutes, I grabbed the package and was on my way. The driver sped through the traffic and turned into the lane where we were suppose to make the drop. It was teeming with people. Anyone could be watching me without my knowledge

I scanned the surrounding to make sure no one was tailing me. The dead drop point was inside the building. Urging the driver to move slowly, I sat in the car for several seconds, long enough to check the coast out. I ran the reminding 10 meters to reach the building entrance. Tilting my cap down, I strolled in looking nonchalant. My heart was beating away like crazy. There were watchers somewhere. But where was the question.

Just in front, at the usual court, I saw my contact. The package was handed over and a few hurried phrases exchanged. He reminded me of my contract with him, 'You still have to do it again in December'. My mind was confused. I couldn't think about anything else except getting away as soon as possible. One more second of delay could mean the difference between life and death.

I left the same way I came by. As the car roared away, I looked back feeling a little relieved. But not for long.

I am bounded for life.

Being forgotten.

This morning, I was remainded by my DARK past. ARGH!!! Why can I be left alone?

It should read reminded of my. That is how HUMJI I am now.

My mood, is now very jittery. I can die of a heart attack now.

Anyway, it is day 2 or 3 after CT 2, depending on how you see it. I wonder how many students have the teachers failed.

ARGH. Terrible morning.

After the CTs

Back to being extremely bored. Just had a session of GB with classmates, but that failed to alleivate my boredom....hiaz.

I think I will go back to reading the book 'The Queen and I' by Sue Townsend. She is really a terrific writer and is also the author of Adrian Mole. Her light and easy style makes reading very pleasurable indeed...I am turning into a BOOK WORM.

It doesn't help with the library so near and the books so new. I just love new books.

om*g.

I just woke up, finished dinner and was surfing aimlessly on the computer. Then, a friend of mine told me a teacher, whom taught me before is gay. Went to check out the proof he had....ahhh, suffice to say, I am postively sicken by this.

In all fairness, it might not be the truth for whatever reason. However, as I was reading on in the forum, I uncovered people in school being shamelessy proud of their twisted sexual orientation. They are certainly everywhere, more widespread than ever imagined.

If this is the case, the education system must be wrong.

And now I am wondering why the hell my friend was at that particular website.

It really questions how much I can tolerate gays.

omfg.

WC 3

If I can't find an interesting thing to do in the next 10 mintues, I will go sleep.

RATS. Bloody boring. I got an feeling that some of my friends are killing Pit Lords and buying town portal scrolls at Paradiz Centre and I am not there. ARGH!

I certainly feel drowsy though.

Self help books

Never ever trust them.

=P

The End.

Back from lunch with friends.

SHAGGED.

It was non-stop fun since the Chemistry paper ended at 10 am. Soccer and 7 hours of LAN. Then, some classmates came over to watch the Euro match....

I slept at 6 am. You can't blame me for sounding tired.