Tuesday, November 30, 2004

Wah lan man! My life is getting from bad to worse. I think I am more busy then during the exams period. This is terrible.

Fuck.


Feeling really terrible now...shit. Why is this happening?

Update: Very very very busy. In fact, live is getting too busy for my liking. I need to slow things down. But the problem is time isn't letting me play catch up.

All the late nights have taken its toll on me. I feel very tired of staying out so late and catching the last train.

Today shall be devoted to SAT 2....and FFX. Hahaha.

In all seriousness, I better get started with my holiday plans (refer to the earlier post, about ten days ago) or else this month will slip by very fast.

Hmmmm....

And after yesterday's talk, the difference between going to China and the States is all too apparent. I wonder if anyone realised that as well. Or maybe everyone is too busy doing crap to really listen.

But that might just be me......again. =)

1 more day.
I got to get down to serious business and stop getting cheated!

FUCK.

Monday, November 29, 2004

Modzilla Firechicken...:S Posted by Hello

Cracking SAT II

TMD! It is totally impossible. Everytime I start on my revision for SAT II Writing, I get sleepy very quickly.

Besides, I have no idea what are clauses, prepositional phrase and other crap. Grrrrr!

Sian. I had an interview in the morning, which unfortunately didn't turn out too well. But I am still keeping my fingers crossed. The results will probably be released in 2 days time...you will know then.

And it is very startling to receive news such as 'this'.

Hiaz...


Sunday, November 28, 2004

Want to get ahead? Try lying.

That's a essay topic from SAT 2 Writing.

I tell you, lying is a bad thing. The covering up and stuff really eats into you. I am in a dire state right now. :S.
Brrrrr, so scary. How how how?

And all those grammer and vocabulary questions that I ditched since Primary school are back to haunt me. This is terrible. I never knew that English could be so darn difficult. My foundations is really weak. Here I am blogging, and half my brain is working out exactly what verbs and tenses should I use. BAH!

If only Hokkien were (not 'is' not 'was'...) as important....

My brain is being tortured.

P.S. The irritating music has been removed. Thanks for the feedback. You can go back to the box now.
P.S.S. I still have not started on university applications. I MUST do at least something tonight. FUCK!!!

Daniel to the rescue

I cannot believe that someone can be so pro-government to the extend of being blind. If he thinks this will score him points and earn him some perks, I think he should dig himself a grave right now.

I am amused at the fact that the majority of Singaporean haven't raised the question about why the governement implemented the bilingual policy in the first place. I find it HIGHLY unsatisfactory to give an answer like...'I thought my sons were able to handle two languages, other people's sons might too'.

Having said that, I still have to say that the policy isn't without its benefits.

I think I have sidetracked a bit...I am going to attack the monkey now.

If you think that Singapore is indipensible, you are dead wrong. Singapore isn't meant to exist. The very reason we are still here is because we have worked hard at every opportunity. Not because we are....blah blah blah...(I can't be bothered to type what the retard monkey had excreted)...

Any if you can claim ever so righteously that you don't speak chinese and what not, you are a disgrace to the race. I refer you to this blog for a more comprehensive attack. Just scroll about for the post on the same topic. But just to add my 2 cents worth, I tell you ang-mohs will just treat you as dirt no matter how you slang and action. Then Chinese in China will also treat you as dirt despite your yellow skin. In the end, you will just be a rootless person who thinks the world of yourself and in inside your nutbrain...nothing but ideas of how great is it to be a Chinese who can slang and can't speak Mandarin.

You trying asking if any Malay doesn't know Malay...

Same country, same education system, same cultural surroundings.....same everything la.

What have the Chinese done to get such people like you?

Blogging sickness?

For the past 2 years, I have blogged non-stop rain, shine or hail. Somehow, I have lost the interest in bloggin recently...Beats me.

But fear not my dear readers, this is not the last post. YET.

Anyway, I am getting a bit stressed from a rather packed schedule with talks/interivews/applications/play to attend or do. And I just got home from a LAN session with the T.T.C. Argh. These LAN shops are really making a hell lot of money from me.

I must start to learn some self-control. Argh!

On a different note, I had one of my favourite dishes, Tom Yam Soup for dinner at a food court near Paradiz. Being the typical cheapskate, I opted for the Tom Yam meat slice soup instead of the Tom Yam seafood soup. Seafood is more expensive what...by 50 cents. And in the end, I got cheated again. The crappy hawker gave me pork slices with beehon drenched in what was suspiciously like Myojo Tom Yam seasoning...TMD!

And the most ironic thing is that the darn thing cost $3.50!

LAN cost another $8.40 and the fried oysters I just had, stole my final 3 bucks. Seriously, cost of living is too high these days.

Henceforth, thou shall be a hermit.

Friday, November 26, 2004

hmm...I might stop blogging very soon. We shall have to see how it goes.

Soccer!

I am dead shag from playing soccer in the morning.

Anyway, I need to rant first...fucker la you, I hope you get bang down by a car...or fail....or something bad la.



Ok, with that out of the way, I feel much better. =)...Ah, what the heck, fuck la.

Yeah, so I had a mini-RI4C2002 gathering at the astro-turf today. It was rather enjoyable and cool to see so many ex-classmates...apart from having to wait 1 hour or so for all of them to arrive.

Disgusting people they are, who cannot be punctual.

But kudos to CJ for organising the outing. And later on went for lunch with a few of them at S-11. I kenna cheated by that gay at the hawker centre la. How can he charge $3.50 for his 'fried fish meat bee hon'. That's food court prices and the taste wasn't even fantastic. ARGH. If I weren't that hungry, and wasn't craving for that particular dish, I doubt he would have had business from me.

I hope he goes bankrupt soon.

...I am cursing way too many people in this post. LOL.

Somehow, I still feel quite hungry. And all those 'official' stuff like applications and interviews are weighing down on me rather heavily.

What the hell man! I surely deserve a break, don't I?

And just for the record...FUCK CHEM S.

CHEMISTRY S IS A BITCH

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Wednesday, November 24, 2004

Aiyoyoyo...

Recent posts...recent meaning up to a month have just been complaints about the fucking A Levels.

Don't get me wrong because I still think that the A Levels are fucked up. And plus I got fucked by it.

Just that, its kinda boring...right?

Anyway, the thief returned my bicycle wheel...minus the inner rubber tubing. For post exam activites, I gonna catch that bloody thief. Trust me...will take snapshots of that bugger when I am done bashing him/her up.

=)

BTW, I am screwed...

Biology MCQs are beckoning me to go over now.......argh....I can't resist them....NONONO.

BYE! =)

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

Shit, I can't really remember what are my physics answers.

This is bad...I am worrying like mad now.

But I thought only the fluids part was tough...the rest were ok, just that I hope I put in the right answers.

FUCK.

Monday, November 22, 2004

FUCK....My bicycle's rear wheel has been stolen.

And unlike all my fucking peers, I found Maths S difficult.

SCREWED.
SHIT time management.

I AM FUCKING SCREWED

Biology is really dead. I wrote half the amount as compared to my peers...for the essay.

FUCK...really die.

Sunday, November 21, 2004

Pensive, all of a sudden.

Is it worth it?

Saturday, November 20, 2004

Can or not?

I just read a blog...

It sounded extremely hao lian. But with my limited contact with that particular person, I think he didn't mean to sound that way.

In any case,he is really damn zai, so I guess that gives him the right to hao lian..haha.

Oh and my typing actions are kinda screwed now. I am too used to using the SHIFT key that I cannot coordinate my actions properly when I try using the CAPS LOCK now....Argh.

Please don't give me hope and then take it away...don't be such a bastard can?

Minor Update...

JESUS CHRIST la...reading blogs can be so stressful. I feel quite, no, VERY screwed now. Shit.

ITS MY FUTURE YOU KNOW?


Let me take some time off to fantasize the near future after exams.....=)

I would have to
  1. Do university applications...TMD la.
  2. Mug for SAT II on December 4th.
  3. Attend some weird talks and interviews.
  4. Do scholarship applications.
I have decided to chiong all this boring stuff by the 6th of Decmeber so that I can rid myself of this rubbish and have 3 weeks to...

  1. Complete FFX
  2. Complete FFX-2
  3. Complete MGS 3
  4. Exercise (soccer and badminton !!!!! How exciting...)
  5. Play, play and play.

For now, it is more Biotechnology and shit...and more shit.

There really isn't anything remotely interesting that has happened in the past weeks, besides the fact that my friends are seriously addicted to LANNING.

Friday, November 19, 2004

巧妙...

That's the only 2 words that can describe Maths S paper succinctly.

It is kinda interesting and satisfying to do....if you can do that's it.

Let's hope I am in the right frame of mind for the exam. There is nothing I cannot achieve if I am in GODMODE.

Chemistry MCQs

I think I did ok. It was a rather tough paper though...

A pity that my hunch wasn't right...have deducted 2 marks already. I hope it remains at that level.

BTW, I got dragged to a Creative Fair by my friend after the exam. He is an utter bad influence.

ARGH!

FUCK..counted the isomers wrongly again...minus 3! FUCK!

Written using MSwords

I was reading through my biotechnology prelim paper for revision when I discovered that a WHOLE FUCKING 10 marks question wasn’t marked.

And I fucking didn’t spot it. I feel them screwed even though I still managed to secure an A with 73%.

But with that question, I could have gone up to 76% and I definitely deserved those marks.

I feel fucking screwed, especially in the aftermath of Physics Paper 2. This totally stinks.

I just cannot believe that this has happened to me…How can I be so darn careless?

Fuck it…damn bloody pissed off with myself. This is total letdown.

[Side notes: I plan to do damn well for Physics Paper 3 to makeup.]

Thursday, November 18, 2004

DU LAN

FUCK MAN DIE FUCK DIE~!

PURE DISASTER

I did well for Physics MCQs

Then I was going not too bad until question 4 of FUCKING P2 where I didn't realised that all transitions were to go to n=1 and ended up wasting 10 mins over it without success. Panic a great deal and rushed through the remainding question 5 6 7 and 8...resulting in a series of careless mistakes..

I shouldn't have panicked!

In the end, I think I lost about 15 marks...hopefully it will be capped at 15.

Fuck man...I should have reminded calm and do the rest of the questions properly...FUCK.

2+4+1+2+3+3=15 marks gone...FUCK.

Tuesday, November 16, 2004

Chemistry P2 was damn weird.

Ok but not perfect as usual...50/60 would be a realistic target to aim for.

And on the way to the MRT station with my friends, I met two teachers, one of which, a stupid old woman, glared at me for having my shirt tucked out.

HEY...screw off!
Reminiscence is sugar for the soul.

Highly distracting indeed...but I thought of the perfect Xmas gift already for you!
Everyone is a slave to someone in this world.

Moral of the story: Be nice to everyone, especially maids. STOP MAID ABUSE.

=)

Monday, November 15, 2004

Thinking about games...

Mugging hasn't been really good for the past hour or so. I am so damn tired that I can't concentrate on studying chemistry! ARGH!

But that's not the point of this post.

Metal Gear Solid 3 : Snake Eater is going to be released tomorrow!!! How insanely exciting! =) I am a ardent of the series but MGS 2 was really quite disappointing. I thought the grahics were a bit to plain (due to the setting of the game in an industrial facility) and the story quite convoluted. The worst thing was not playing as THE Solid Snake.

At least in MGS 3, you get to control a character that looks like Snake...haha!

BTW, if you don't even know what I am talking about, you haven't lived life yet. LOL.

I plan to go on a shopping spree to expand my collection of PS2 games before the console becomes outdated sometime in 2005/2006...=(

Ace Combat 5: The Unsung Hero
Star Ocean 3: Till the End of Time
MGS 3: Snake Eater
...etc...etc...etc...

...and complete FFX and DC 2....I still have my wretch saved games in the memory card. Just waiting for 26th November to come.....grrrrr.
The 2 year Jc maths course is OVER!

I think I did ok today...not perfect though. Darn!

Why did I act smart ?!?!

MOE

I strongly disapprove of the changes to the Chinese syllabus.

This is total R.U.B.B.I.S.H.




华人不会讲华语,不会写汉字,这怎么像话!!!

真是岂有此理!!!

我现在是火冒三丈。。。他妈的!

I am feeling quite gulity since I guess most of my chinese have been 'returned' to all my teachers already. Hiaz.

Maths tomorrow...CONCENTRATE!

Sunday, November 14, 2004

WOAH...

That's the racket Posted by Hello


I have never owned a good badminton racket so kinda excited by this. Anyway, someone gave my Dad a really well worn racket.

I quite like the feel of the racket, just that it is a little heavy. But then again, that might be because I am weak and my wrist is still hurting. =)

Too bad it is so seasoned that all the markings have been wiped out and I can't even check its model. But from rumors...it used to cost around $100+++. Hahaha.

Looking forward to using it with the T.C.C after the exams...=)

For now..I am to CHIONG mugging!!!

Shit!

I am in desperate need for some form now...

God save me...ARGHHH!
An eerie mirror of the possible future.

Chilling indeed.

Off to finish up Medical Biotechnology....god speed!
Self-doubt is killing me...fuck it.

If there is ever such a word....

Saturday, November 13, 2004

Damn bloody....STRESSED. =(

We should all, once in a while, wake up from our dreams and get in touch with the real world.

Then find reality unimaginably harsh and head back into our own bubbles.

In between the real world and our fantasies, take a little break and wonder about the 'what ifs'. Or maybe you are too caught up in the tide of things to know that you are caught up in it?

Pardon me, I am highly neurotic these days. It must be the exams and the thrash I am reading in this big big (this is not a typo...I meant to type 2 'bigs') cyber world.

OK...I am really nuts.

On a side note, environmnetal biotechnology.....is not getting in man! This spells disaster. I have wasted the past two hours on it already!

And I have been having weird thoughts recently...really weird ones. :S

Really....just fuck it la


Friday, November 12, 2004

no MORE LAN!

What a day I had...yesterday. It was a T.C.C. lanning outing in the mist of A levels. Darn!!! I am really in bad company.

Who is the right mind will play for 5 hours when 3/4 of the exams isn't even over yet? ARGH!!!

It is full steam ahead today. Mugging...only. BYE!

Mum went to Orchard again. It's a $7 Korean BBQ set for lunch this time! Posted by Hello


The best cream puffs I have ever tasted! Posted by Hello


Darn a little too dark... Posted by Hello



Thursday, November 11, 2004

Anger management

Evening was given to Maths S paper, which I have to sadly say didn't go very well. I still have an integration question to figure out...but I think I am nearing the answer.

As for the stastics bit, OMG. They are horribly difficult. Argh. I have to try and grasp their concept ASAP. Time is running out man!

Read another idiot's blog. My friend said something that made me wonder. He said people can write whatever they want and probably our blogs are gettting bashed by others as well. That's very true. But it doesn't stop me from labelling the offending writer a moron.

People can get angry at whatever they want right? Morons included.

I should try and because getting angry over fools is bad for health and a waste of mugging time.

Holiday mood.

This is terrible! How can I possibly be in a holiday mood when the bulk of the exams ain't even over ?!?!?!

Shit!

But then again, next week's papers are slightly less intensive, usually lasting only about an hour or so (MCQs and structured questions). However, there is no room for complacency! I have to mug and mug....AND MUG! Yeah! That's the spirit! Hahaha...

I also managed to have a brief look at last year's Chemistry S paper...kinda late, but hoping that this last minute revision will suffice. Shall go attempt some Maths S questions later...

That's my day...nothing much, somehow still uneasy that I am feeling so relaxed. Need to up the mugging tempo tonight.

And Christmas is really coming! I am so darn happy! Christmas is ranked second on my list of favourite festivals, behind Chinese New Year. I am not christian, and I don't celebrate Christmas. But during the weeks leading up to the day, you just can feel the festival joy in the air! Not bullshitting you man...it's true!

Ahhh...wondering how will this year's Christmas turn out..=)

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It's a fucking cardinal sin to complain about losing ONLY 2 marks for maths on a blog for the whole fucking world to read. I am bloody pissed off now. Such hao lian fuckers should just fail their exams and jump of their flats and DIE. BITCH!

Wednesday, November 10, 2004

I am very irritated now. Screw it.

A side note: I was alerted to the fact that '15 either' of the N2004 Maths 9233/1 paper came straight out from my ODE notes. Answers included.

WTF

I did it halfway, decided that I didn't feel like doing the integration, switch to '15 or' and got the last part wrong. Hopefully it the extent of damage isn't too great. FUCK IT.

Minor post:

To you: For Christ's sake, please don't show your stupidity to the entire world. Shut your trap and stop typing.

Hangover

Things are really getting on rather slowly today. It is probably due to the intense exams I had in the past 2 days...:S

Taking a little break now after ploughing through statistics. I have made up my mind to do the Paper 2 carefully and SLOWLY come next tuesday.

Anyway, I did manage to download the new 孙燕姿 album off this really cool website. It's a pity that Win ME cannot display filenames in chinese, so I really don't know what are the files on my playlist now...argh! And they are in .wma instead of .mp3, but I am not complaining since I don't have fantastic speakers anyway.

If you are wondering, I can't provide you with the website URL because that would be a balant promotion of piracy. The rule is that you should only download songs that you already owe in CD form...which I...errrr....usually follow. =)

My day thus far have been rather mundane. The left wrist and left knee is still hurting badly too....=(

How boring. Oh, and an armed robbery took place in Singapore. Unbelievable.

Tuesday, November 09, 2004

ARGHHHHH!

I must slow down and be more careful!

FUCK IT!

My left wrist is hurting!

Minor update:

I was watching 'As good as it gets' on Channel i just now. Unlike what Raymond thinks it is (senior citizen gao-ing), I actually enjoyed the show. One of the better old movies that Channel i has broadcast recently.

And I think Helen Hunt is a fabulous actress. She is drop dead gorgeous too! I think she is awfully cute. =)

Sunday, November 07, 2004

Not perfect. But still ok.

No time to waste....still got two tough papers tomorrow. BYE!

1555 hrs: Still have lots to do...

1915 hrs: Biology all the way...
Going to have two tough days ahead.

I think it also might be time to recognize that S paper revision has failed...since it never started in the first place. But, I am still holding on to a glimmer of hope.

Sigh.

Saturday, November 06, 2004

Template

It is the time of the year where I whine about the template of this blog again. It is far too common. You know it when you just see someone else use it for the umpteen time.

WTH!!!

It is also the time of the year that the festival mood strikes. You know it when you see the advertisements about Christmas.

P.S.

Flipping through chemistry notes is taking longer than expected. I still have a more topic to go. And I mean I really flipped through.

Famous foods in Singapore!

My Mum went shopping at Orchard today, so I got a good lunch.

Hehe. The above sentence might not really make any sense to you. What the hell is the connection between shopping and lunch?!?! For those who know me, they would know that I usually have porridge, cooked by....=)

Oh, I switched the settings so you can enlarge the pictures to a 1024 pixel image. Just to satisfy....haha.

Anyway, onto the food. I had two types of the Yakitori sticks; pork and chicken. The pork was definitely much more tasty because it had lotsa fats and juice. The chicken had more meat, but was probably lacking in the oomph factor. I can't really judge since the food was quite cold already and I think the microwave took out a lot of moisture from the rice...but I certainly thought that the portions were quite filling.

I had 5 of those meat sticks and the rice. According to my mother, the price was around $6. It might be expensive when you compare it to your hawker fare...BUT, given a choice between ToriQ and McDonalds, please go oriental!

And desert was this fresh cream puff from Papa Bread. I am not sure if I am deprived or what, but these are definitely the BEST I have ever had. For one, the pastry was crispy! I always thought that cream puffs were suppose to be soft...haha! Yeah, the texture was very interesting. And upon first bite, the cream literally flow out! Hahaha! The cream was not too thick, rather light in fact and had surprisingly good tast. I don't really know how you should describe cream....LOL. But at $2 per puff, it should only be reserved for the occasional treat.

My lunch! What a feast...=)
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ToriQ + Papa Beard cream puff!!! Posted by Hello


Thursday, November 04, 2004

I am sadistic. =)

[Minor update: Still in the process of struggling to finish biology revision for the day, have to do some chemistry and maths later too...stressed.]

I slept for 11 hours yesterday. GP must have been very draining. I hate it.

Unjustified

2 x 4 x 10 x 240 = 19200

That's 19200 minutes of GP classes that I took over these 2 years in JC. Which works out to 320 hours, which in turn will equal to 13.3 (3 s.f.) days of GP. I was expecting a far more impressive number.

Correct me if I am wrong but I did the calculation by multiplying 2 years of JC by the number of school terms by the number of weeks in each term and finally by the number of minutes spent each week...

You only have to look at the construction of the above to know that my English hasn't really improved that much.

So if you are still going to be a J1 or J2, please treasure your GP lessons. Yeah, I told my teacher that I saw this day coming a long time ago...haha. It's true. I just didn't feel like doing anything about it.

On another note, I am not really in the mood to study today. Darn. It would be fabulous if I manage to finish 'Regulation and Control' by tonight.

hiaz....

Wish me luck.

Wednesday, November 03, 2004

GP

It is all over. Not satisifed with the essay though...GRRRRRR!

But I guess I shouldn't have unrealistic aims. Just hoping for a good grade.
Usually everyone gets a B3 at least and around half the school will get A1 or A2 (the proportion of A1 to A2 are roughly equal). I wonder what my chances are...

hiaz. stressed.!!!

Remember the first 'character test'.

Tuesday, November 02, 2004

12 hours of GP.

To be honest, as I told her, I saw this day coming a very long time ago.

The problem is, I am quite happy.

No regrets. I found a good friend.

Monday, November 01, 2004

I know she is trying to help me. But the pressure I am getting because of it is tremedous.

Yeah, regretting now that I didn't start earlier, and finally realised the deep shit that I am in now.

Instead of benefiting from it, it might turn out to be disasterous.

I am seriously damn screwed.

fuck.

Searching for my polestar

S papers can't wait anymore!

Oh, and the search didn't even start.

Thank GOD~!